so.......
Well, I feel really strange talking about this in real life and on any online group so here is the best place I suppose. Mostly because I never update so no one will read this ;). The way I figure it, I am about 8 weeks pregnant. The doctor says the baby 'seems kinda big' for the date I'm giving him. Hmmmmmm, great! A doctor that says 'kinda'. And it's like I have so much sex, I can't keep track or something. I know what damn day it was. Luckily, I will see my regular OB/GYN. Unluckily, it won't be until early August. Oh, and I'm not getting into the whole "who's the father" thing so don't bother asking. Either way it's a bit weird so decide which way you like better. Suffice it to say after knowing him for years, I haven't heard from him in weeks. Going to the "kinda" doctor did ease my mind a bit though. This pregnancy has been so much more difficult already compared to the other two. I think it's cuz I'm old now and my eggs are old. Oh, and I've actually lost weight from the all day morning sickness that lasted 5 weeks. And it's not like I'm overweight to begin with. It's better now but I'm still having lower abdominal cramping. I never had either of those 'symptoms' before. And I always gained a lot of weight right at first. I suppose each pregnancy is different but I still think it's cuz my eggs are ancient, LOL! I'm sure I'll be back periodically to vent about this new development.