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[idontgivefuck]

so things have been fucked up in the pasted week with dan,jenny,jell-oh and bill..... today i was looking at poems and i found this one... i took some out and put some other things in well tell me what you think

I'm sorry you got mixed up in this
I'm sorry you even set eyes on him
I'm sorry that you moved in with him
I'm sorry you now bare his kid

I'm sorry that he threatens you
I'm sorry that he beats you
I'm sorry that he takes all your money and gets STONED
I'm sorry that he strangles you

I'm sorry that you cant turn him in
I'm sorry he skipped probation
I'm sorry that if he goes to jail

I'm sorry that you life is so fucked up
I'm sorry that you ever screwed him
I'm sorry that you ever confided in him
I'm sorry that you loved him

I'm sorry that you have to endure so much pain
I'm sorry that you don't want to leave him
I'm sorry that you cant run
I'm sorry that your life is a living hell now today

I'm sorry that i cant help
I'm sorry that mom cant help
I'm sorry that everyone cant help
I'm sorry that god chooses not to help

I'm sorry that he has turned his back on you
I'm sorry he has left you in darkness
I'm am sorry he no longer loves you
I'm sorry that he allows *Shawn* to do this to you

I'm sorry that he doesn't care
I'm sorry that i wasn't there to help

I'm sorry that you have to go through this shit
I'm sorry that he has hurt you too many ways
I'm sorry that all your choices will blow up in your face
I'm sorry we cant help

I'm sorry that I'm your sister
I'm sorry your my sister
Because i couldn't help you if i tried
I'm sorry, please forgive me jenny
I'm sorry i cant help you get help
I'm sorry I'm not there
I'm sorry my life is better

I'm sorry you have to suffer
While i sleep well at night
So please,god hear my prayer
If only once
Don't ignore me like you have all these years
This isn't for me
This isn't for my liking
Its for my sister
So, god, don't be a fake, help her find peace
Let her sleep in harmony in a bed
Not in a grave