hey
Well after all this time yes i am finally updating. yayy! not! Well it hasnt been to pleasant here. Ive been so busy. My rabbit died sat sept. 11th 2004 names Vinny. Im so upset over that i cant leave it alone. It hurts so damn much! i dont want to be put through any of that again but i know i will sometime. i have 3 more rabbits and 3 cats. I am tryin to stop crying but it just wont get out of my head. Someone if theres any way that u can think of that i can stop tryin to cry that way let me know cause i seem that i cant. I feel i just wanna die with them. But thanks nicci so damn much u helpin me so much through all this. Thanks riss for letting me be and have time to myself. I still need it but tryin to not cry is hard and when im not alone i dont really seem to cry much. Listening to You'll think of me is on and i keep listening to it over and over i dont know y. It reminds me but its the only song i wanna hear right now.I just wish he was still here. I know i did talk about gettin rid of him but i wouldnt have the guts to do that if i did. I love each of them and him alot too. He was only a god damn year old. Y does it hurt so much? i want it to stop! I can still picture his face when he was live and jumpy and when i saw him dead. The one little eye looking at me. It hurts so bad!!!! make it go away~! please someone. Well gonna go i cant type anymore im gonna cry harder.
~steph~
~steph~