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i always complain that i cant find someone that i can care for that cares for me back - and doesnt just want to use me. when i finally do find that person, i push away because it reminds me too much of the past. so i go on ignoring what i asked for, and pray that i can find it. the night after asking for help in finding someone for me, i take a wrong turn out of class, and run into that person. maybe i should stop being stubborn and listen to the answers i've asked for?