hmm..
Wow...it has been awhile since I updated. Crazy I know...but sometimes I find that I have a life...sometimes.
So lets see...new things...new things...hmm
Well. I leave for Africa next Sunday. I will be gone for 4 weeks so...if I don't respond to calls, emails, or any other forms of communications that would be why. Also if you want a postcard I will probably need your addresses...cause I am dumb..yeah. While I am incredibly happy for this coming I am sorta sad for it too. (see next paragraph).
I am boyless..yup. We broke it off. well...he broke it off. Regardless we aren't together. And while I know that I should get over it...I can't. I love him an incredible amount. And he has told me that he feels the same way. right. He broke up with me because we spend too much time together. Which means we have nothing to say at the end of the day. This of course presents a problem. So we have decided that we will wait until I am back from Africa to decide what will happen. So while we aren't together...we are still committed? Kinda strange...and I will admit I will be sorta stressed out over the whole situation while in Africa...and we will supposedly spend New Years together. Great. Not. We aren't really going to talk about our relationship...which means it will be strange. And stressful again. I kinda want to tell him not to worry about it. That we will just see each other the first day of class...and I kinda want to tell him it is over...cause I think it might be easier to get over if I just start now. But at the same time...I am conflicted. Incredibly conflicted. Hurumph
Classes are almost done. I should be writing a paper right now..oh well. I have until tomorrow. Finals happen Tuesday. I don't want them to come. Overall..I have sorta been a grumpy pants.
So lets see...new things...new things...hmm
Well. I leave for Africa next Sunday. I will be gone for 4 weeks so...if I don't respond to calls, emails, or any other forms of communications that would be why. Also if you want a postcard I will probably need your addresses...cause I am dumb..yeah. While I am incredibly happy for this coming I am sorta sad for it too. (see next paragraph).
I am boyless..yup. We broke it off. well...he broke it off. Regardless we aren't together. And while I know that I should get over it...I can't. I love him an incredible amount. And he has told me that he feels the same way. right. He broke up with me because we spend too much time together. Which means we have nothing to say at the end of the day. This of course presents a problem. So we have decided that we will wait until I am back from Africa to decide what will happen. So while we aren't together...we are still committed? Kinda strange...and I will admit I will be sorta stressed out over the whole situation while in Africa...and we will supposedly spend New Years together. Great. Not. We aren't really going to talk about our relationship...which means it will be strange. And stressful again. I kinda want to tell him not to worry about it. That we will just see each other the first day of class...and I kinda want to tell him it is over...cause I think it might be easier to get over if I just start now. But at the same time...I am conflicted. Incredibly conflicted. Hurumph
Classes are almost done. I should be writing a paper right now..oh well. I have until tomorrow. Finals happen Tuesday. I don't want them to come. Overall..I have sorta been a grumpy pants.