Forget what I said before...

[idont_think]

Exactly. I'd rather go out with Muffins than Alexis. And Alexis, you know why. I cant believe what you said it was wrong to be goign out with someone, and like someone else. Then you go and like someone else...I dont get you

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[anonymous]

I know I made a mistake okay? But the point is, I loved you, and still do. Happy now? Probably not, because I'm just not good enough. Thanks. Again.

So if you'd rather go out with him, then fine. Go ahead. Thanks for blaming every little thing on me, that you always told me wasn't my fault.

I was going to write it in a note...

[idont_think]

Yes, you did make a mistake. You've made a few. And your biggest mistake was thinking I was an idiot. I know what you've done. You think when you tell Blankita, or Maha something, then you tell them to not tell me, they listen? No. They come and tell me. You know why. Because they care about me more then you have ever cared. That's why I listen to them, and believe them.
And yes. Your welcome. I will gladly blame every little thing on you that I had always said was never your fault. You know. Because it was and is your fault. The only reason I ever tell you, or anyone, that it isnt, or wasnt there fault, is because I'd rather them not have to take on the responsibility of the action taken. There. Have a great fucking life with Jairo. We all know you like him. And by the way. I dont appreciate you calling Muffins yesterday, or whenever you thought of doing that to be a smart ass. And dont tell me you love me. I know you dont, and you never have. You have deny that, but I still know its true. You've never loved me, and you never will.-

Re: I was going to write it in a note...

[xx_failure]

Whatever. Go ahead and blame are your little problems on me, because you just can't blame yourself. Go ahead and continue to tell your mother lies about me, so I get bitched at. I don't give a flying fuck. And quite honestly, I don't appreciate you making my life a living hell for the past 5 months, so glad that that's over with. And yeah, Blankita and Maha have told me everything you've said, so don't think I was left out of it. You're just in denial about everything, because you think you're some unloved person, that's got the worst life ever. Well, you're wrong, yet again. I'm starting to doubt that Travis, or hell, even Casey existed. Or that your dad really did what he did.

And no, my biggest mistake, was falling in love with you. Funny, isn't it?

So yeah. I don't care anymore. I love Jairo. Happy? He knows that, so don't bother going and bugging the shit out of him, and telling him. And I probably love him more than I ever loved you.

Don't you feel just special?

Have fun at Lakeside Jenn.

[acidic__love]

How the fuck do u want Alexis to love u if u talk to her that way

[xx_failure]

Oh god Jairo... lol...

I love you. <3

[acidic__love]

lol i love u too.... ♥

[fatal_flaws]

That... was fucking amazing. Period. :D