Mar 14, 2011 18:28
As you know, I’m buddy-buddy with Bunny, the girl who Marky (used to like?) likes. She constantly teases me about my crush. Other times, she tells me of her insecurities about her. She also tells me of those times when they were still close. She tells me of those times when Marky told her how amazing or nice she was. Bunny always tells me of these cute little stories of how close they were. She always reminds me how much of a bond they had before. After each one, she asks if I’m jealous. I always answer, “No.”
OF COURSE I’M GODDAMNED FUCKING JEALOUS, YOU BITCH. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, CAN’T YOU FUCKING TELL?!
If the same thing happened to you, wouldn’t you be jealous? Wouldn’t you feel annoyed and horrible? How amazingly close everyone is to your crush but you?! I know you’re nice and all, asking if I’m jealous, and I know I’m being insensitive, but DEAR GOD. WE’RE CLOSE FRIENDS. If you could just respect my feelings and TRY TO UNDERSTAND THEM WITHOUT ASKING, things would be better. I wouldn’t be this way. I wouldn’t be jealous of you and your former intimacy with Marky.
Wow. That was harsh. Meh.
Good day!
~March 14, 2011~
kiss,
rant,
marky