Aug 14, 2005 00:55
my dearest livejournal,
do to my current lack of actual human contact i turn to you. this week has been all work, no play. i can't remember faces, or personalities. my eyes feel like fire and blood. i have been awake too long. tomorrow no work. i will muster my courage and call my long lost pals. i miss you all. i miss parties. i miss substances. i miss listening to real people.
today i babysat the children i want clones of when i am older. i took other kids home. we passed large shadow houses. there were shadows in the shadows. i was scared. i whispered outload. and wished for other things. i am so sleepy. i am just typing. and sleeping.
p.s. if i don't call you, please call me. i am just being a wimp.