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Jan 01, 2006 00:25

... I typed it all up, so I might as well post it.

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Today, my bandages were finally taken off. It felt a bit strange… When I looked at the mirror, there really was a reflection of Lacus Clyne’s face in the mirror! It’s amazing… amazing! Because this face is Lacus Clyne’s no matter how you look at it! I, a big fan of hers, am saying that! There’s no doubt about it! Being that substitute… the job of being a substitute will be tough, but… I’ll do my best!

I’ll definitely fulfill her role perfectly!

My voice should be fine… they say we sound the same to begin with. The problem is how she talks and acts. Lacus-sama doesn’t show herself to the media except when she sings, so I don’t know her habits.

I wonder if she’s as beautiful as when she gives a speech… That’s probably not true. Lacus-sama is a girl, after all. I wonder which brands of cosmetics she uses… If they can, I want them to at least find that out!

The job came to me really suddenly one day. Although it differed from the debut I had in mind… now that I think about it, this is far greater than that, isn’t it? I also thought that I wanted to be like Lacus all this time, so I’m worried if I can actually do it, but it’s better than always gazing at a dream over here, right? We don’t know what awaits in the future. We have to try before we’ll find out, right? All right, I’ll do my best!

To start off with, Lacus’s job first is… to sing. No, that’s not it! To do various activities for PLANT and the world’s peace. I expected that it would be a lot of work and, as expected, it was!

Yesterday, PLANT’s chairman of the supreme council, Gilbert Dullindal, called me in. I had a conversation with him, but things were complicated because Junius 7 had just fallen on the Earth… and he said the real Lacus isn’t at the PLANTs right now… so just maybe it might really be my turn. This quickly? Wow! If it is, I wonder what I should do…

Today was a really big day! I finally met him today, huh? It’s Athrun! Athrun Zala! The Chairman said I would be able to meet him one of these days, but… amazing! To think that I would be able to meet him! He looked honest and cook as expected. And what a lovely person! Maybe it’s because of the war that he was quiet all day, but he’s a person who betrayed his father just to be at Lacus’s side! He must have been nice to Lacus and in a lovely mood with her… I want to become friends with him, too!

My work finally went into full swing, and I was a bit nervous. It was really hard! To work during a war is really difficult, huh… But everyone loves Lacus, don’t they? They treat me really well. Because I’m a fake, I feel a bit awkward, but my desire to cheer everyone up isn’t fake! I have to work harder! Just like Lacus… just like Lacus! I pray that my voice reaches out to everyone, too. Everyone, let’s work harder so we can end this war, okay?

It’s been a really long time since I last saw Athrun! It’s a lucky coincidence that the Minerva happened to be in port… But Athrun is quite weird at times. Since I’m his fiancée, I think it would be more appropriate if we acted like we’re engaged… but he I guess he only chooses Lacus. But it would be great to be on good terms with a person like him, wouldn’t it?

All the surprise concerts have lots of people wherever I go… all the people on Earth have been waiting for me and called out to me. I was really happy! A pink ZAKU was made just for me. When I first saw it, I was really touched! I have to work a lot harder!

… but the war wouldn’t end that easily. It’s quite complicated. What the chairman said is correct, so everyone should just listen to it! This war today began from a tragedy caused by a small group of Coordinators, but the EAF really has become too cruel… I can’t forgive them! My words really are the words of Lacus Clyne, and if the world will change because of them… please change! Everyone, please listen to my voice!

The world keeps steadily moving with the chairman and my words. Well, everyone’s probably listening as though Lacus is saying it… but I’m the one saying it now! Although I’m not the one writing the scripts, I really believe in it, too! I’m the one who’s here right now! So they’re my words… it’s okay like that, right?

But why? Why did it turn out like this? Something is wrong with Athrun. Why? What the chairman said is correct! Why did Athrun insist on doing something like running away? “The chairman only has business with puppets… if this continues, you’ll be killed…” Why would he say something like that! It isn’t true!

… maybe it is true… but that definitely won’t happen! I am Lacus! I’d rather be Lacus!

Lacus Clyne… that Lacus Clyne on television… I wonder who she really was. Who was that? Me?! The chairman said it would be fine, and that I was the one who saved the world. Isn’t that right? I was the one who did it! That’s why I… I was the…

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Mostly taken directly from the sub; some things changed so that words weren't constantly repeating.
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