4:37 A.M. For fucks sake...

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I am always up all night...even if I wake up at 8:00 am and work real hard all day. I am always up at night. For fucks sake is this ever gonna end? Am I eventually just gonna lose the coloring in my eyes to white, and turn all albino or something? It's like living in a hole. I sleep all day then when everyone is asleep I go to the living room and eat and watch T.V. and play with my neopet on www.neopets.com (i didnt think id like it at first myself but try it...its addictive!). When I am up at night I do the same thing all the time: Grab 2 beers, go watch Adult Swim on Cartoon Network, eat alot of food, go to sleep... Unhealthy. I plan on getting a full-time job soon though at Patterson's Machine Inc.. I'll prolly end up just getting random labor and getting paid about 450-600 every 2 weeks. Guess I will start saving up money and working instead of just sitting here all day or partying. It's hard though...I got started in it all and then boom drugs drugs drugs more drugs...Then I actually layed off of them for like 3 or 4 weeks, then went to ANOTHER party and did alot of the old drugs I did again. So crazy :|...but I do bring it upon myself. Like someone said before I leave myself open to humiliation. One day I will be on my feet though and I will show the world that I am just as good :) - Oh yeah by the way...Here is my neopet on www.neopets.com


Isn't he cute?!?! His name is IceNibbler and his species is a Kacheek :)