Man...
So im sittin in my room high once again but something is ruining my buzz and I am gonna explain...
My bro and dad got in a fight. He was drinking and my bro Justin called him weak for drinking. Justin doesn't believe in drugs and he thinks anyone is weak for doing them. I respect that. I am glad he cares so much. But my dad's point was this, and it makes sense..."Ok, I am weka for drinking, you haven't done shit...I took you out of school like you wanted and put you in homeschool, you haven't even started on it." (during that period of yelling my dad said fuck you to justin and to move out and stuff :( ) My dad came back to my room crying during my smoking period (he doesn't care don't worry about that) and said "Goodbye, Jason I am gone tommorow, I love you..." I tried to convince him differently...I dunno if it worked, but he's drunk so it might pass...I hope so. Well I went up to my grandparents and talked to Justin, which broke into an arguement as it usually does. I told him the way I felt about it which was..."yes dad may be weak for that, thats his way to cope with things, but atleast he's responsible for himself". Justin said you do it too (this is where he fucks up and tells my grandparents im doing drugs, the thing ive feared the entirety of my drug life), He said you are weak too...I said "You know what dude, I know how to code 6 different web languages, design graphics, I play piano and in february I graduate with A's and B's and get my high school diploma which he has failed to even begun after 6 or so months. I love Justin to death...but before he goes and judges people like me he needs to look at himself too. I love my dad and bro to death, and if they die...because of things like these, and do not die as happy people, I won't either. I would probably kill myself.
My bro and dad got in a fight. He was drinking and my bro Justin called him weak for drinking. Justin doesn't believe in drugs and he thinks anyone is weak for doing them. I respect that. I am glad he cares so much. But my dad's point was this, and it makes sense..."Ok, I am weka for drinking, you haven't done shit...I took you out of school like you wanted and put you in homeschool, you haven't even started on it." (during that period of yelling my dad said fuck you to justin and to move out and stuff :( ) My dad came back to my room crying during my smoking period (he doesn't care don't worry about that) and said "Goodbye, Jason I am gone tommorow, I love you..." I tried to convince him differently...I dunno if it worked, but he's drunk so it might pass...I hope so. Well I went up to my grandparents and talked to Justin, which broke into an arguement as it usually does. I told him the way I felt about it which was..."yes dad may be weak for that, thats his way to cope with things, but atleast he's responsible for himself". Justin said you do it too (this is where he fucks up and tells my grandparents im doing drugs, the thing ive feared the entirety of my drug life), He said you are weak too...I said "You know what dude, I know how to code 6 different web languages, design graphics, I play piano and in february I graduate with A's and B's and get my high school diploma which he has failed to even begun after 6 or so months. I love Justin to death...but before he goes and judges people like me he needs to look at himself too. I love my dad and bro to death, and if they die...because of things like these, and do not die as happy people, I won't either. I would probably kill myself.