insecure?
I would like to say this...
MSA has changed me for the best. I no longer judge people in a way that will tear them down of hurt them. I look at the good in all people now. Sure people have flaws - but it's better to find the good in people.
So I am going back to gulfport. I am sorry to anyone who I hurt at gulfport. judging and all the jazz. I was just... immature.
wow - this may be maturing.
I hope people accept me back at gulfport. It's hard changing schools when you love people so much. I know I will cry when I leave MSA at christmas time.
There are two - three people that I have truly connected with. One being Bernadette. I love her a lot. And I will miss her a bunch. She became a close friend so fast - by just comforting me and trying to help me through a lot of issues in my life. She made MSA a hell of a lot better. She makes me laugh with out even trying. Bernadette you rock. You should have a state named after you.
Robbie is another. Me and Robbie love eachother. I know we will birth babies one day - because our child would be so fucking awesome. I think I shall miss him the most. Because he was someone I learned from. I totally pre-judged Robbie. I thought there was no way in hell such a cool looking guy would ever talk to me - but on the contrary we talk a hell of a lot. And even though he's not really jewish - I think he's the coolest Jew I know. If I ever need anything I can call him. And if I ever need to call and cry to anyone... it's definatly these two people. The rationalize for me. I love them.
I just wanted to mention two people in this post - because... that's me. If I got started mentioning everyone - it would be a never ending story. Elijah - Holly - Hollie - Jesse - Opie - EVERYONE AT MSA .
"Angelina - you're my constantine"
"Thats going to make me cry!"
"Don't - you have to go to class."
So what am I going to do? live these next 5 weeks to the fullest.
Did you know I miss you?