Why do I keep doing this...
Honestly, why do I keep doing this to myself? Every time I get somewhat "comfortable" with my body and the amount of food I'm eating, I go back to looking at thinspo and reading ED related fanfic. Why, why why? This is already hard enough without looking at pictures every day :/ But I can't seem to help myself, it's like an addiction. Now I'm sitting here watching Disfigured just because it's about weight and there's an anorexic girl in there. But it is a "social issue" movie, and I really seem to like those...