its been a few days......and a shroud of love is still upon me
we spent the week together...
she even brought me my red/black reverse able swimm short(i love swimming)
i had been bitching about for five years
i showed her the picture of girl who looks just like her
right on down to the plad pants and the want to inflict massive pain to me
that and slanty eyes ,you both have the same hypnotic stare
she came to my work and i hid her under the line so as noone could see her
that was funny she cut my pant leg off and then bit my leg
so i licked my hand and grabed her face
we went to the beach with my brother and a bunch o his friends
lol and we got left behind we were pokeing at a dead fish the size of a small human
we climbed up to the top of a bilboard and smoked then got naked and did it in
front of a hundred people honking their horns
we went to morgans house so i could show her why i am an idol to the idiots of this world
and almost got raped by three girls....but she saved me,she wore a slinky torn up red dress
a red dress will get me every time i said then we went swimming leaveing behind some very angry girls
she laughed now i see they hate you because your a whore because your a drug dealer because your always on the go
because your always late because your the funniest because your lies dont make sence because your fearless
because your little girl is the cutest thing they ever seen because they dont know you....
i know you..
its kissing that gets me, that and touching
she took my shirt off and leened over to me
listening to my heart she poked at where she thought it might be
come with me wes she said thats why we brought lebeckies truck
to take you home i miss you everyone does,she paused
then ran her finger over the first of two scars
i got for saveing her.....then the second one
and then over my heart the one that hurts the most
come home with me...that echoed in my head..then i started to get angry
she could see this somehow and hugged me realy tight
is it this anger that keeps you from comeing home
your whole family misses you too
and because of me you will never come home
she sat on the bench of a park we were smokin at
she cryed then i liberally beat the shit out of a trash can and threw it in the river
she looked up at me she was shakeing you can tell real emotion when you see it
not because of me i would never hurt her
so i sat next to her and smiled and pulled her close to me then she told me her side:
she told me that her and this guy brain(she boned this guy while we were together like 7 years ago)
only lasted like a week then he smacked her up she came looking for me to see if we could try again
only to find that noone knew where i was(when i get real sad i move so i can feel fresh)
i called home like three years later jus to say i was alive and haveing a baby but still no address
just a number that didnt work she showed me her phone with all my old numbers in them
then she found me she came for me.we were drunk and high..noone has ever made me feel
safe all i want is you she said..then it hit me....she looked for me..she found me
she did all this...just for me tho it made me mad she fell asleep on me on a bench
it the park and i thought about this as dew collected on our clothes
and she stirred and hugged me tighter i had watched the sun come up
when she woke up and smiled at me then kissed me....i ditched work to see her on her last day
what happens when all you do is look for love,then one day it comes to looking for you you i said
you should do what your heart tells you too she said tears in her eyes again
i will come and see you then,my love i said
at this she jumped on me and i fell then she grabbed my shirt
and pounded me into the ground..this made me feel good...
this is what i want she has not asked anything of me this whole week
she only needs one thing from me not my money not my drugs not my car
nothing of value just one thing.....me
this make me feel exuberant
i left many type_o_s
in this one
she even brought me my red/black reverse able swimm short(i love swimming)
i had been bitching about for five years
i showed her the picture of girl who looks just like her
right on down to the plad pants and the want to inflict massive pain to me
that and slanty eyes ,you both have the same hypnotic stare
she came to my work and i hid her under the line so as noone could see her
that was funny she cut my pant leg off and then bit my leg
so i licked my hand and grabed her face
we went to the beach with my brother and a bunch o his friends
lol and we got left behind we were pokeing at a dead fish the size of a small human
we climbed up to the top of a bilboard and smoked then got naked and did it in
front of a hundred people honking their horns
we went to morgans house so i could show her why i am an idol to the idiots of this world
and almost got raped by three girls....but she saved me,she wore a slinky torn up red dress
a red dress will get me every time i said then we went swimming leaveing behind some very angry girls
she laughed now i see they hate you because your a whore because your a drug dealer because your always on the go
because your always late because your the funniest because your lies dont make sence because your fearless
because your little girl is the cutest thing they ever seen because they dont know you....
i know you..
its kissing that gets me, that and touching
she took my shirt off and leened over to me
listening to my heart she poked at where she thought it might be
come with me wes she said thats why we brought lebeckies truck
to take you home i miss you everyone does,she paused
then ran her finger over the first of two scars
i got for saveing her.....then the second one
and then over my heart the one that hurts the most
come home with me...that echoed in my head..then i started to get angry
she could see this somehow and hugged me realy tight
is it this anger that keeps you from comeing home
your whole family misses you too
and because of me you will never come home
she sat on the bench of a park we were smokin at
she cryed then i liberally beat the shit out of a trash can and threw it in the river
she looked up at me she was shakeing you can tell real emotion when you see it
not because of me i would never hurt her
so i sat next to her and smiled and pulled her close to me then she told me her side:
she told me that her and this guy brain(she boned this guy while we were together like 7 years ago)
only lasted like a week then he smacked her up she came looking for me to see if we could try again
only to find that noone knew where i was(when i get real sad i move so i can feel fresh)
i called home like three years later jus to say i was alive and haveing a baby but still no address
just a number that didnt work she showed me her phone with all my old numbers in them
then she found me she came for me.we were drunk and high..noone has ever made me feel
safe all i want is you she said..then it hit me....she looked for me..she found me
she did all this...just for me tho it made me mad she fell asleep on me on a bench
it the park and i thought about this as dew collected on our clothes
and she stirred and hugged me tighter i had watched the sun come up
when she woke up and smiled at me then kissed me....i ditched work to see her on her last day
what happens when all you do is look for love,then one day it comes to looking for you you i said
you should do what your heart tells you too she said tears in her eyes again
i will come and see you then,my love i said
at this she jumped on me and i fell then she grabbed my shirt
and pounded me into the ground..this made me feel good...
this is what i want she has not asked anything of me this whole week
she only needs one thing from me not my money not my drugs not my car
nothing of value just one thing.....me
this make me feel exuberant
i left many type_o_s
in this one