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[idoitonthewater]

ok. so. havent written in this in forever. lets see..im not in school now. so thats good and bad. i miss everyone terribly..but summers fun. i got a lovely puppy from my amazing friends for my birthday. his name is jersey and hes ADORABLE. but insaine. lots of work. he just finished peeing on my bed. gross. but i love him. lets see, what else. im tired of this whole boy issue. so im over that. see i most deff liked this kid..which was totally dumb of me cause theres like no way in hell hed ever consider me as more than a friend. so yea, i deff did shit with him which was more stupid cause like i knew when he called to hang out the other week i knew that it was the only reason he asked. so yea. and that just made me like him more, and him still not like me. and yea. so now ive just scrued it all up. not that there was anything to scrue up to begin with. but oh well he isnt my type anyways. im totally like surfer skater jock..something that makes them stand out. but always guys that really dont have their own personality. just go with the flow everyones gotta like you you gotta be the best kinda kids. so i dont know what i even see in him. lip ring maybe? i must say that i go crazy for them. but i dont think thats it. only a plus. well, on a happier note, i legally spent the night out for the first time this year. ^^. like i keep getting grounded and stuff. but now i am officially ungrounded for the first time since 2005 began. what luck. just in time for summer! so then i spent the night at megans. we double dated. saw a terrifying movie. a nearly died. i dont do good with scarry movies. we went to owc both days. all the boys there are funny. were like in the car leaving and theyre all like you guys come here a lot. and were like yea. theyre like okay we can get your numbers next time then. were all like RIIIITE. just cause you want it doesnt mean you can have it. crazy kids. we went to the mall. i got tons of clothes. i now officially have too many again and need to like have a major swap with april and lizzie when they get back. maybe comming for summer? soon hopefully? oh how i miss them. all of you guys. ::sighs:: fun times. depressing though, another group is leaving for college this year. that means like another half my friends gone. hmm. and my sisters leaving for college too. thats going to be insaine. like weve always totally hated eachother and in this past month weve started talking for like the first time, and now shes gonna leave. sad. but at least now well have good memories of eachother. i hope. me and my dad are semi talking now too. like hes leaving again for some big conference thing somewhere in a few weeks, and he actually invited me to go with him for a little while. i think i might. i mean no school and stuff, so nothing for me here at the moment. he says jersey can come too. he likes jersey now that he will actually look at him. so i think i shall. might be fun. when kristan leaves my parents are discussing moving. i think that would be just amazing. florida is not the most amazing place to live. bad things happen. bad memories. i think starting totally clean would be fun. actually, i think it would be the best thing ever. and i loved where we used to live in va. we had like these huge gorgeous woods behind out house and we cleared trails through them and stuff. maybe we could get our horses again. that would be amazing. man. oh well. until that actually happens ill just imagine it.

..and when i say lets keep in touch i hope you know i mean i wish that youd grow up..