SAND & SUNRISE
my dad just made me nachos.
so i was off the pot for a week. one week. and then good ole cousin jj took care of me. i'm out in white rock for the weekend at my parents' house. getting shit done. laundry. jake. dan. aggie. cat. surrey. kira. gramma. mail.
i start my new job on tuesday. part time. minimum wage. vancouver.
for one moment. for only one moment things seemed perfectly in line. figures. i'm not that lucky. i lost my place for august. my fault for being so nice. my new job's fault for taking too long to confirm it. my only alternative is sleeping in a tent in my sister's backyard. a fucking tent. i love to camp, but i bet this is gonna get real old, real fast. i have one month like this. and i've already been living out of a backpack for 2 months now.
sacrifices.
azadeh and i have been dating pretty intesively this past while. we spend all our time together doing date things. it's incredible that it took us so long to realize. i wonder how our weekend apart will go.
i have an idea for my arm. i think it's going to be a secret dedication for my dad. i'm going to fill it in with the outdoors. mountains. a river. a sunset. animals...bear, fox, deer, owl. seeing this written does not seem the same as what is in my head. i guess we'll have to wait. it's going to be slow. but sure.
this livejournal thing seems to be pointless for me now. it seems as though no one updates. and then i realized that i only read two people's journals. two people. and i don't feel writing in here is worth anything unless it is for someone.
so i was off the pot for a week. one week. and then good ole cousin jj took care of me. i'm out in white rock for the weekend at my parents' house. getting shit done. laundry. jake. dan. aggie. cat. surrey. kira. gramma. mail.
i start my new job on tuesday. part time. minimum wage. vancouver.
for one moment. for only one moment things seemed perfectly in line. figures. i'm not that lucky. i lost my place for august. my fault for being so nice. my new job's fault for taking too long to confirm it. my only alternative is sleeping in a tent in my sister's backyard. a fucking tent. i love to camp, but i bet this is gonna get real old, real fast. i have one month like this. and i've already been living out of a backpack for 2 months now.
sacrifices.
azadeh and i have been dating pretty intesively this past while. we spend all our time together doing date things. it's incredible that it took us so long to realize. i wonder how our weekend apart will go.
i have an idea for my arm. i think it's going to be a secret dedication for my dad. i'm going to fill it in with the outdoors. mountains. a river. a sunset. animals...bear, fox, deer, owl. seeing this written does not seem the same as what is in my head. i guess we'll have to wait. it's going to be slow. but sure.
this livejournal thing seems to be pointless for me now. it seems as though no one updates. and then i realized that i only read two people's journals. two people. and i don't feel writing in here is worth anything unless it is for someone.