sam i know that the month of nov. is about me but i felt like when u met mark.. me n ur friendship faded and it wasnt ur fault and wasnt mine either.. and finally u were happy and i was happy for u and if that meant that we werent going to hang out that much i was fine with that.. i just dont make the effort anymore to call u because when i usually talked to u, u would talk about either meeting bormanns parents, going out to dinner with them, saying that bormann was coming over, christmas i didnt spend much time caz u were with ur b/f and all that shyt that was going on.. and then like bormann started picking u up from dancing school.. and u know i dont like feeling like im the third wheel.. and to tell u the truth i dont like when bormann makes fun of me.. u may thinks its funny and i may laugh sometimes but it really does hurt me.. anyways if u feel like we need to spend more time call me i will be glad to hang out with u like old times.. but its hard to want to keep a conversation b/c all u do is talk about bormann and all i do is talk about jon.. and it probably gets boring for the both of us.. and it sucks, it really does because i wish we could've still had the same friendship.. now that we both have b/f's i guess u now see the side that i saw when u started going out with mark.. but besides that if u ever want to hang out let me know.. i have time for my friends.. and ur supposed to be my best friend.. and i miss it, i really do.. things change if u want it to happen.. u have to make the effort and im willing to make the effort if u will <33 i heart you.. love always ur bff caitlin
i don't really know exactly how to respond to that... i just kinda understand it.... but it really is hard to keep a conversation going when jon and mark are the only thing in both our lives that actually matter anymore, ya know? it's kinda odd ... they are all we see therefore they are all we talk about ... people talk about what they know... not what they don't ...
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