Another stupid fucking survey.
Since Mark is out with his friends right now, I am really fucking bored.. and doing yet again another survey.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
yes i do! haha! yes I fucking do.
If so, who are they?
Mark Bormann
Do you love them?
I don't even love myself to love anyone else.
How long have you been dating?
2 weeks today
Do you have a crush?
Markieee
Would you rather be single or taken right now?
Since I was begging not to be single for the past 9 months, I am pretty sure taken is pretty good for me. I am having a grand time in this relationship ... it's wonderful.
How many people have you dated this past year?
2
How many people have you kissed in your life?
enough to regret them.
How many guys have you said "I love you" to and meant it?
Nobody really. One person thinks I said it while I was drunk and meant it... so didn't mean it. But whatever.
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?
Hard time?! Two years went by and I still was trying to get over them and when I finally got over the boy , he wanted to get back with me.. so coincidental.
Are you friends with your ex/exes?
only like Marc with a c
Have you ever cheated on someone?
yes... but i really don't care, I won't cheat on people I like a lot.
Have you ever been cheated on?
yea .. and I don't fucking care.. cheat on me, but don't expect to keep it secret becuase I will find out... I always find out.
What's the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?
Gave me League of Justice playing cards lol
What do you look for in your ideal mate?
Someone that can make me genuinely happy, that lets me be myself without ever feeling dumb or stupid, that makes me feel like I am someone and that compliments me.
Morals/Beliefs:
What religion are you?
I am Catholic, practicing,no. But Catholic unfortunately, I really don't find the Catholic religion a religion. Priests breaking vows to God, Churches struggling for money so they ask people to make their monthly offerings $70 ... It's just not my scene.
Do you believe in God?
I believe in a higher being. I don't believe anything 8 years of Catholic school taught me because my sixth grade teacher told us the bible was only make believe stories, to get people to believe in God and have a "better understanding for him" but if all the stories were fake, is the whole bible a lie and is the whole Catholic religion a hoax?
Angels?
Not the kind that have wings and halos ... just good spirits and bad spirits.
Heaven?
I guess there is a good place to go to when you die, like another life... within your death life.
Hell?
If there is a good place to go to, there is also a bad place. There is never good without evil .. and even though hell is portrayed as evil, I think it is just opposite, the people that "lived a good life" go to heaven to experience hell, an endless time of torture and pain. And the people that live a "bad" life. Go to "Hell" to experience an eternity of joys and laughter, where guns, weapons of mass destruction, drugs and murder are not known and the people skip around like happy fairies.
What do you think of abortion?
Ah, abortion. This is always a touchy subject for me. First of all, I would like to say .. girls and guys.. if you think that your fucking immature teenage asses are ready to have pre marital sex then you should think about the consequences that can come out of it. One, if you don't want to be a parent at 15 fucking put a condom on .. it takes about 10 seconds... if you boyfriend says "it feels better without it" ask him if it will feel better when there's not a baby crying in the next room, because he will leave your ass.. or tell him to wet his hands with warm water and jerk off imagining that it is you because you can't put up with that. And girls, if you are dumb enough to fall for these little boys excuses and you do get pregnant. Take responsibilty. Abortion is an easy way out. You got yourself into this mess and an abortion is just running away from the problem not facing it. Think about the life being sucked out of you and you never getting a chance to live. How could one suck the life out of something that never had a chance to live and experience the things their parents have experience, who never had a chance on this earth? Wouldn't you wonder how your kid would have turned out? Abortion is murder. People go to jail, 25 years to live even, for murder! Young girls are getting abortions all the time and they aren't labeled convicted felons. It is argued that a fetus is not a human being but it is still a living and breathing thing that feeds off of the mother. It will develop into a human being. And as for the doctor's that perform these abortions I really hope that it is all for moeny, because if any of you doctor's talk about your abortion operations at the dinner table you should rot slowly before you die. Ok I think I am done on my abortion issue.
Currently
What are you wearing?
Jeans, slinky t-shirt, blue hoodie.
Who are you talking to?
Just got done talking to yung fizzle lol
What are you dreading?
Commitment and attachment.
How are you feeling?
A little upset, confused and contemplative.
What time is it?
8:35 pm
What emotion do you feel the most?
longing... for Mark .. I seen him at 1:21 p.m today and I miss him already
What emotion is the best?
Wholeness
Worst?
Heart break
What always cheers you up?
Mark saying sorry and him just actually talking to me
What makes you madder than anything?
Many things make me mad. I get mad when petty girls talk shit about people they don't even know. I hate when people make fun of people because their different. There is something wrong with everyone and you don't need to point it out to make yourself feel better. I really wish that people would stop being the ignorant wastes of life they are. If you live your life to make fun of people, the life should be sucked out of you. Appreciate that the world is diverse and everyone is not like everyone else.
What hurts you the most?
When people expect the worse from me. It hurts me because that is not who I am. I am not the meanest... bitchest person. I need people to see that I don't hate the world.
Which person always makes you happy:
Mark or Caitlin if you want to go one for each sex.
Are you a really emotional person?
Unfortunately, I am very emotional. I cry. I feel things that people wouldn't think I feel. I have a strong sense of attachment. I try to hide it.
When Was The Last Time You..
Burped?
I am not sure.
Kissed?
This afternoon. 'was a lovely kiss... no... 'was a lovely make-out session.
Went to the movies?
Whenever shawn of the dead was out.
Went out to eat?
I really can't remember.
Cried?
Tonight, actually I was quite upset.
Got dumped?
Back in March by Marc with a c
Dumped someone?
Back in March ... Marc with a C
Went skating?
Hmm .. skating, never... i only know one person that skated.. cough cough mark cough cough
Went for a walk?
Wow, it has been a while
Ate ice cream?
Umm ... friday.
Got into a fight?
Like an argument? With Rocco, when I was upset because we weren't as close as we used to be. That arguement has yet to be resolved.
Who was the last person you...
Talked to?
Mark
Yelled at?
Stephie.
Kissed?
Mark :-)
Hugged?
Mark, I think.
Went out to eat with?
Yea, I have no ... omg yes I do .. when we went to the dinner eastern state penitentary night... fucking it was me jeff andrew caitlin meghan and kirsten.
Flirted with?
Mark.. i was the biggest flirt with him, kinda still am .. different when we go out.
Talked to on the phone?
Mark before he left me to go out with his FRIENDS
IMed?
Eddie Wright
E-Mail?
David, to print out a paper for me
Got flowers from?
Pat, prom.
Made love to?
Never "made love"
Danced with?
Caitlin, dance school, last night.
Fought with?
Rocco... we're not okay
Wanted to kill?
Amanda A. .... but it wore off.
Cried over?
Kevin?