hey all.
Well there really isn't much to update on. Nothing has been going on.
Mark has moved public, is there a reason behind that? who knows.
I think it would be sooo much better if he stayed away from me for a while. Things would be able to easily wear off. Like it's one thing when you come through drive through with the girl that "took my spot", not knowing that I was there. That's okay. Another thing is when you come through a second time... just to do what, prove a point? That even though you "loved" me, that you can move on, what the fuck is that shit? You said it in a desperate plea to not be lonely, but that's what your afraid of. It is not you afraid of losing me... it's the fear of your being alone. You just take every opportunity that comes your way so you don't have that sense of loneliness.
The whole thing with Rocco, for the first time in my fights with Rocco, I am not sorry. You have to always bring up "6 or 7 people... blah blah fucking blah." that is the only thing you ever fucking say to me. If you were my friend and you did care about me don't speak your disgusting opinions of me to me. It's already bad that you don't tell me ANYTHING... I thought that we actually had a good friendship going. But I guess not. You fucking piss me off and there is no way that I really want to speak to you.
Now I am fucking pissed.
I fall too easily... is it worth it?
Mark has moved public, is there a reason behind that? who knows.
I think it would be sooo much better if he stayed away from me for a while. Things would be able to easily wear off. Like it's one thing when you come through drive through with the girl that "took my spot", not knowing that I was there. That's okay. Another thing is when you come through a second time... just to do what, prove a point? That even though you "loved" me, that you can move on, what the fuck is that shit? You said it in a desperate plea to not be lonely, but that's what your afraid of. It is not you afraid of losing me... it's the fear of your being alone. You just take every opportunity that comes your way so you don't have that sense of loneliness.
The whole thing with Rocco, for the first time in my fights with Rocco, I am not sorry. You have to always bring up "6 or 7 people... blah blah fucking blah." that is the only thing you ever fucking say to me. If you were my friend and you did care about me don't speak your disgusting opinions of me to me. It's already bad that you don't tell me ANYTHING... I thought that we actually had a good friendship going. But I guess not. You fucking piss me off and there is no way that I really want to speak to you.
Now I am fucking pissed.
I fall too easily... is it worth it?