I effing love surveys

Oct 18, 2004 22:56

What is your name?: Sam.
Are you named after anyone?: Samantha Fox, my dad was like in love with her when I was born, the only thing I know about her is that she kinda looked like Gwen Steffani.
What's your screen me?: yea, what?
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No way, I hate my name.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Travis.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Caitlin, becuase I really like Caity.
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: They think its spelled t-a-m-u-l-u-s and they pronounce it that way also.. when it is really spelled t-a-m-u-l-i-s and the u is not pronounced like the u in us but the u in you.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Yea, it's crazy not to.

Basics
Your gender: I am what they call a female.
Straight/Gay/Bi: on the fence.
Single?: Yes, and hating it.
If not, do you want to be?: -
Birth date: December 17, 1987
Your age: 16.
Age you act: I don't think I act older or younger... I am crazy like a little hyper kid with ADHD, but I don't have it. and I am older in a way that I try to understand things instead of just giving my view on things.
Age you wish you were: I am okay where I am at.
Your height: 4'11
Eye color: Blue, but they change with the weather.
Happy with it?: I like my eyes.
Hair color: Right now. Brown, highlighted blonde. It will change soon though.
Happy with it?: For now...
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty.
Your living arrangement: with my mommie and two sisters
Your family: What about them, haven't seen my dad in a month, i see my mom and sisters every day... i try to see my grandparents once a week, doesnt work out and the other people I could really care less about.
Have any pets?: Jack or "puse" (pronouced poo-say) and Mookie or Schmoe.
What’s your job?: McDonald's lol. I'm lovin it.
Piercing?: One now, so sad. I had eyebrow, nose, lip, belly button, 10 holes in ears and now the sad time has come where I, Sam Tam, only have one piercing.
Tattoos?: Nope.
Obsessions?: kissing.
Addictions?: LJ and saying yo.
Have a favorite quote?: "Things will work out if they are meant to, you can't fuck with fate, you can't make something work" -myself
Do you have a webpage?: Yes. This crazy ass one with all my personal business in it.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try. Like if I want to make out with Mark Bormann on the sub at that very moment, that will be what I will do.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not really. I think people are dumb sometimes and really, for the most part, need to go back to second grade.
Do you have any secrets?: No. I tell people everything. No hold bars.
Do you hate yourself?: Yes, I do actually.
Do you like your handwriting?: I like it when I feel like writing, if not it looks like shit.
Do you have any bad habits?: saying yo and criticizing people.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: I generally don't get compliments, I am one of those mad at the world type girls, but i guess when I am up front and tell the gods honest truth I get "Sam, I fucking love you." Guess that's a compliment.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Sam...
What's your biggest fear?: Dying before living my life to it's full potential. Being ignorant to the fact that something I thought I knew about was based completely on a lie. Becoming a failure, never succeeding in life. Actually having feelings so strongly towards another person that I won't know what to do with myself if I ever have to live without talking to him, that is actually my biggest fear.
Can you sing?: Not at all.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:not at all.
Are you a loner?: Yes. It is much less complicated that way.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Not failing, finding someone to be my biggest fear.
Are you a daredevil?: If someone tells me I won't do something, I will do it.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Of course, as I am sure there is that everyone hates about themselves. I hate my ego, it happens to be very bad. And I fear that my aggressive, in your face attitude is too straight foward, and people will be intimidated by that.
Are you passive or aggressive?: Aggressive. Every day, all the time.
Do you have a journal?: This one.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: Being completely honest and not expressing much emotion. Weakness: Being completely honest and not expressing much emotion. It is both my strength and my weakness during different parts of my life.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I would like to care, a lot.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I believe so. I am stable.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yes.
Do you think life has been good so far?: It's been exciting, making it good.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Don't be like my father, don't bring someone's world up so high to the point they can forgive you for your wrong doings and then crash it when you walk out of the door of the girl you have been cheating on your wife with for the past 7 months. Never give someone so much hope and chance that they are able to do that to me. And for me, don't ever let yourself get a second chance, it will not be worth it.
What do you like the most about your body?: My boobs, I freaking love them.
And least?: My tummy, it's guttish.
Do you think you are good looking?: I personally, don't think I am good looking. But I have been told I am.
Are you confident?: Not about my looks, about my attitude and personality, yes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Bride of Chuckie, she's very evil in a crazy little doll way. I fucking love her.
Are you perceived wrongly?: I think I am all the time.

Do You...
Smoke?: No.
Do drugs?: MIDOL.
Read the newspaper?: Only the review on Thursdays.
Pray?: Usually every night.
Go to church?: Not at all.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: NO, I am afraid of all that hacker nonsense.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Froggy, my pig..
Take walks in the rain?: Not every time it rains.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: No, I tend to ignore people I hate.
Drive?: Yes.
Like to drive fast?: Eh, I am kinda iffy.

Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: I never saw nothing to like.
Hurt yourself?: Yes. Emotionally and Physcially.
Been out of the country?: Nope.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: No Idea.
Been in love?: I don't think I would call it love.
Done drugs?: Midol.
Gone skinny dipping?: yes'm.
Had a medical emergency?: nah.
Had surgery?: No.
Ran away from home?: Never had reason.
Played strip poker?: Yea.
Gotten beaten up?: No, just thrown into a pole.
Beaten someone up?: Hit someone hard enough to get them mad and throw me into a pole.
Been picked on?: For my shortness.
Been on stage?: Yes. Dance School. I get psyched and hyper and I love it.
Slept outdoors?: No
Thought about suicide?: No.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yea.
If yes, what is your record?: Just a night.
Gone one day without food?: I can't go an hour without food.
Talked on the phone all night?: Yea.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yea.
Slept all day?: No.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: No.
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: I really do at times.
Kissed the same sex?: Yea.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No.
Been betrayed?: All girls are.
Had a dream that came true?: Yea, um. no.
Broken the law?: underage drinking
Met a famous person?: The rock.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: NO.
On purpose?: Bugs.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Probably.
Stolen anything?: A twix, when i was seven.
Been on radio/TV?: Nopers.
Been in a mosh-pit?: No. i am scared
Had a nervous breakdown?: No.
Bungee jumped?: No
Had a dream that kept coming back?: reoccuring, all the time.

Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?: Yea I think so.
Miracles?: Yes. They do happen.
Astrology?: I read it, to see how accurate it is.
Magic?: Yes. Do you believe in maggicc in a young girls heart.... stopping now
God?: Yes.
Satan?: There's got to be an evil mixed with good... or maybe satan's good and god's the bad guy, either way it balances each other out.
Santa?: Nah.
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: If there is luck, I sure don't have it.
Love at first sight?: I think that the feeling is there, but you really have to go in depth and be with a person and know a person inside and out before you actually love them. I think "first loves" are childish when you are 15, this goes out to Caitlin.. you don't know what love is yet, not when he hasn't completely opened up to you and hid things from you. Don't do this to yourself again.
Yin and yang (that good can't exist w/o bad)?: Yes. Everything in this world has to be balanced so along with good has to come bad. Expect the worst.
Witches?: I am so interested in witchery.
Easter bunny?: No.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes. If you are with the right person.
Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I believe at the end of a rainbow is a lake, where the rays of color come from.
Do you wish on stars?: I just like to look at them.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yea.
Who is your best friend?: I have plenty of close friends. Caitlin. Brittany. Nellie. Rocco. me and Mark have become very close. My sister and my mom.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Caitlin or Brittany they are quite equal.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "He wants what he wants when he wants it, and don't let him always have it that way, he needs to grow up. He is 19 years old and can't figure out after two years if he wants to be with you and all of a sudden he does. Do not fall for it"
Your favorite inside joke?: Go nuts eat nuts..
Thing you're picked on most about?: My shortness... Mark loves to make fun of me, Ishea loves to make fun of me.
Who's your longest known friend?: Rocco.
Newest?: Mark.
Shyest?: None of us are shy, but I think Mark is shy in his own way.
Funniest?: We are all funny and laugh at each others dumb ass jokes.
Sweetest?: Hmmm ... no idea.
Closest?: Caitlin.
Weirdest?: Caitlin, it's crazy to be white yo..
Smartest?: Ummm ... I would say me, but that sounds over confident.
Ditziest?: That would be me agian along side Brittany.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Kyle! I have not talked to him in a while.
Last person you talked to online?: Dave Rob.
Who do you talk to most online?: Rocco, because he's all far away.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Caitlin.
Who do you trust most?: I trust Caitlin a lot, Brittany's good with trust. David is too.
Who listens to your problems?: Britt and Caitlin.
Who do you fight most with?: Me and Mark beat each other up if that counts.
Who's the nicest?: everyone is nice.
Who's the most outgoing?: Nellie.
Who's the best singer?: Nellie
Who's on your shit-list?: Many many folks.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: I think that would be the best way to go.
Who's your second family?: Petronis's.
Do you always feel understood?: No.
Who's the loudest friend?: Oh God. Caitlin.
Do you trust others easily?: No. People have to earn my trust.
Who's house were you last at?: Caitlin's.
Name one person whose arms you feel safe in: I am never in anyone's arms.
Do your friends know you?: Yea, they wouldnt be my friends if they didn't.
Friend that lives farthest away: When Rocco's at college, him..

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Yea.
What do you find romantic?: I am not mushy. I don't like romance
Turn-on?: Intelligence, good personal hygiene, red hair, obviously, humor
Turn-off?: Loser, low-lifes and failures
First kiss?: Jason Pivoroff, oh god disgusting.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: It's happened, I just tell it how it is.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Yes.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: I ask guys out all the time, I find it better that way. I do not fear rejection.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes. If you are smart and witty, you are attractive.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes.
What is best about the opposite sex?: They have penis's and can pee standing up
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: umm ... not really affectionate
What's the last present someone gave you?: Present... no idea
Are you in love?: No.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I dont have a significant other.

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: I dont .. know
You wanted to kill?: Amanda from work.
That you laughed at?: Cailtin
That laughed at you?: Caitlin
That turned you on?: Mark.
You went shopping with?: Caitlin
That broke your heart?: Not sure.
To disappoint you?: Kevin. Kinda.
To ask you out?: Kevin.
To make you cry?: Kevin.
To brighten up your day?: Mark, he always makes me laugh.
That you thought about?: Mark. Make - out sessions on the sub.
You saw a movie with?: Jeff and Andrew and Caitlin.
You talked to on the phone?: Caitlin.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Rocco
You saw?: My mother.
You lost?: Hmmm ..

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No, I am going to bed.
Will it be with your significant other?: I DO NOT HAVE ONE..
Or some random person?: No.
What are you wearing right now?: Betty boop pajamas..
Body part you're touching right now: My knee is touching my boob. If that makes sense.
What are you worried about right now?: Prep Charter work. CCP grades. Getting my college applications in and out of the way.
What book are you reading?: A Jew Today ... Elie Wiesel
What's on your mouse pad?: I don't have one, laptop.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Like I just woke up.
Are you bored?: Now I am.
Are you tired?: Yes.
Are you talking to anyone online?: Yes.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: Lonely, as always.
Are you listening to music?: No.
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