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[idntfreakingkno]

Hey whats up everyone! not much here today has been really kewl i guess...all except the fact that i miss josh and evan so much! it is so crazy! Today i didn't do like any thing except prepare for court and let me tell you i am so scared for that! i really need prayers really bad! my life is getting better though and im really liking it... i mean its not perfect but it is at least good...OMG! i saw jonathan today and I WANT HIM SO MUCH!!!!! he is so freaking HOT! but i know hes way out of my reach..but hey a girl can dream can't she? i think that it is so crazy how when i lived in missouri i really liked Andrew but now i hate him so much! i know i know hateing is a sin but seriously he is getting so lame! he thinks that everyone in this world wants him and that he can have whoever he wants when he can't! Pluse one of my girl friends there is telling me that he is always all over her and she hates it and she thinks he is so shallow for doing that when he has a girlfriend...Anyways new topic....Today i ate way to many skitles and kisses lol me and chelsea made out it was so great! lol you have to love her! and molly made me feel so much better when i saw how happy she was when she saw that A...was at school today! i dont know what it is its just when i see my friends happy it makes me very happy.... and omg chelsea and alisa are trying to get me to date this one guy that sits at my lunch table...which i cant because im not good enough to i mean he is so nice to me all of the time and im not that great so i dont think that i will....OMG! and i want to say sorry to Alisha for poking her in the eye yesterday! lol i didn't mean to alisha i meant to poke your forehead and you moved! i hope you don't like totally hate me now! lol or ill gut you like a fish ( lol chelsea that is so freaking funny!) omg chelsea Ryan is so stupid i hate him now! i want to burn his stupid year book to shreads! like what in the heck was he thinking! but haaaa i didn't get in trouble and pluse i was just trying to help him out by giving back his precious little book but like he told his dad that i was trying to meet up with him...like seriously i dont want to date him ever again!!!! what in the crap was i ever thinking!!!!!! he is so stupid!!!!!!!!!!! im screaming right now!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to cut my lips off for ever touching him with them.....thank god thats as far as we ever got because like i would have killed myself if we got and further!!!!! hes so lame like why did he go out with a 14 yr old like how lame was that! like i cant believe i dated his nasty butt! EWWWW!!!!! ok im being extremly mean! ill stop! thank god when you get older you mature more well at least i have1 okay i will shut up about that...and i am going to stop writing now because i doubt anyone i know has a bigger attention span to read this much without falling asleep espically with my boring life!

well i LOVE YOU JOSH!!!!!!!!! lol and i said what other accounts not lets make out lol that was so funny! but hey im willing lol

ill see you later babe I MISS YOU!!!!! AND YOU BETTER HANG OUT WITH ME MR! lol and i hope i get a chance to see you to evan but if not maybe spring break

tottles

omg i cant believe i just typed that lol ok bye

Brittany