omg
today is going ok... nothing really great is going on in my life... all except that i'm starting to realize who my real friends are and who they arent... yesterday i got a key chain that said " if i get drunk and shouldn't dive, take my key and keep me alive" and last night i sat in my room and i was thinking about everyone who was actually my true friend who would actually take them from me and i could only think of ten people...Chelsea, Molly, Alisha, Josh Erickson, Evan, Kelsey, Alicia, Houldah, eric and Aaron...and its really kind of sad when you think about how so many people pose to be your friends and there really not...how almost everyday i have to put on a fake smile and act like everything in my life is going ok...when on some days i feel like tears are rushing through my veins and no one can see them unless they actually try to look deep down inside of me...its sad how a lot of people in this world will only be someones friend if there pretty enough or wont be there friend because they wear different clothes....im sitting here and im looking at how so many people are judging others over something so stupid and immature that it is sicking to watch...i feel as if god made us all different for a reason i mean can you even imagine what life would be like if we were all just the same?...it shouldn't be called life anymore...it would be so fake...kindof like the way some people are today...ill give you an example. the only time any of your "friends" invite you to do something its when "you" have to drive them all there. or when you only talk to someone just so that you can use them to get to someone else...yes i admit i have done it before...but when i did i wasn't really being true...i dont know i guess i just thought people just forgot what a true friend is like...
Brittany
Brittany