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I'm so hungry I'm so hungry I'm so hungry.
I'm freaking out.
I can't do this whole cypress thing.
I have to.
But I don't know how I'm getting there.
I don't know how I'm getting home.
I don't know where I'll stand or what I'll do.
ALL of his friends will be there.
And what if I'm fat and ugly tomorrow.
What if its awkward.
What if I don't even see him.
What if his friends say something embarassing about me.
What if I wear something that looks like I'm trying too hard.
What if they laugh.
I just want to sleep.
I just don't want to do this.
I'm freaking out.
I can't do this whole cypress thing.
I have to.
But I don't know how I'm getting there.
I don't know how I'm getting home.
I don't know where I'll stand or what I'll do.
ALL of his friends will be there.
And what if I'm fat and ugly tomorrow.
What if its awkward.
What if I don't even see him.
What if his friends say something embarassing about me.
What if I wear something that looks like I'm trying too hard.
What if they laugh.
I just want to sleep.
I just don't want to do this.