well when you talk about destruction, don't you know that you can count me out.

[idly_fallen]

I'm freaking out.
I've been avoiding this for over a year.
I'm starving.
People keep coming and talking to me and I just do not have it in me to respond or fake any kind of niceness.
This is it.
This is all I have.
I am not interested.
I am freaking out.

I really do need to apologize to everyone for just being so unconcerned today.
But not until I get happy randomly tomorrow.

I am scaring myself with drastic nature of these mood swings.

Please don't come visit me.
I am not prepared.