a discussion with myself

[idlike2diealone]

he wont talk to me
she wont talk to me
my parents wont look at me the same
so what am i supposed to do?
i get it
i disappointed everyone

maybe he's just not talk to me because he's in trouble
but i want to talk to him
to sort every thing out

i know why she's not talking to me
and part of me thinks "well you knew this would happen eventually..."

and as for the parents
i think this was a good thing
to show them i can't always be "the good kid"

but fuck
whatever
i'm going to go have a mcal cig
and take a nap