WOWWEEEE WOZZZA LONG TIMMME NO SEEE aha okay
What is up my imaginary internet bitches! I know, it has been a year and an eon since I've posted, but you know, it is summer! I am still in California because of money and stuff so I am just living with my aunt and it is p cool. My great-aunt also lives in the house (so I am in my aunt's house for the summer but her mother lives with her which is my great aunt) and she has been a complete doll to me and has just been taking care of me like staph honestly she is way to kind for this world. But sometimes I just get a wee bit annoyed when she pesters me whenever I go down to the kitchen to eat. She is ALWAYS, and I mean ALWAYS telling me what is available to eat or this and that and I'm just like "ppppplease sttttttooooopppp." But I really shouldn't say that; blame it on the teenage hormones. Hrmp. What else is there to report? Uh summer reading. We've all felt the pain that is summer reading. Only 200 pages which is total breeze-ease and only have to highlight themes in the reading every chapter (which is actually the hard part to find/remember because I just piledrive through the reading most of the times) but i like to procrastinate. Oh MI GEE. I think I am going to the movies this weekend with family which will give me a good reason to put on clothes and shower and live like honestly I am on that hobo life. Buuuttt, I wish I could see some friends or something since I'm still around. Honestly, the thing that took me away from this place was Tumblr which I've loved forever and a friend of mine at the dorms help me get into so I'm just like tumblr fiend every minute. And games. Lots of that. But I really want to be sociable and go out and GET NEW CLOTHES. Oh my fucking god I cannot being to explain to you how I just lose clothes so fucking easily I swear to you. I've got like 1 1/2 pair of socks so like 3 socks altogether. Almost no underwear and I feel like shirts and other things that I love to wear are just like missing. Oh my fucking god it makes me really angry just thinking about how bloody stupid I am when it comes to clothes and losing them. Please let me have enough monies to buy some new ones before the 29th! That is when I go back to school to start Sophomore year woohoo! Not really. But if my mother can't come down please just send moneyokaythankyousomuch@yourbrokechild. Also I am rping again and joining sites and actually writing. I joined a site that at first I didn't really think I'd be into but then I found the plot to be rather enjoyable and very flexible with a good community so yeah there is that. Hrmp. Speaking of writing, everyone in the house just thinks I read and write all day like honestly they think I don't do anything besides not eat and write. I'm much more complex okay! And fur real tho I'm tired of people (specifically my older aunt's like in the great+ area) asking me questions like "Do you like dessert? Do you like to walk barefoot? Do you not like to eat?" What kind of fucking questions are these honestly get out of my fucking face please. Those question often come off to me as really... I don't know, very judged. In the since that no matter how you answer you are basically guaranteed that you will be judged for saying yes or no either way. Also they make you self-conscious and pit you to be some sort of freak like what the actual fuck please stop. Don't whittle down my self-esteem in front of other people. Ugh just thinking about that gets me annoyed too but it is whatever. It is just so good sometimes to get this stuff off your chest! Honestly the reason I started "blogging" like this in the first place because everyone just needs a way to vent, ya know? And with one more month before school starts I don't want to go back some emotional wrecking ball of emotions. I want to be light, clearheaded and abreast of everything. If only. First week and I know I'll be drowning in work and social life. Ah well. A girl can wish can't she. Anywho. I think I'll cut this one off now because I don't want to drop another fbomb and this is p long already. If I come up with anything else I'll just post again. In the mean time stay sassy my lovelies!