nightmare
I had this really terrible dream the other night. I wonder if its telling me something?
It went like this:
Me and my ex b/f from my Junior year were planning on getting married, but we were really poor and couldn't afford to have the wedding of my dreams.We were going to get married in court. So, my family threw a wedding shower for me at some little mom and pop resturaunt. My mom was driving me to the shower and all of the sudden I was like "I can't do this, I can't get married. I can't accept any gifts from anybody at the shower. I hope they kept their reciepts." Then my mom told me I'm just getting nervous. Suddenly she told me that my best friend was coming to talk to me because he'll make me feel better. (First of all my best friend in real life is a girl.) So, this guy shows up who I've never seen in real life before. He's a little bit gay but really sweet and tells me we need to go to the beach to talk because he knows exactly what is wrong in my head. We go to the beach and I see a couple getting married there and flip out saying that's how I really wanted my wedding to be and that I should have no other...
but he never told me what was wrong with me?
I woke up thinking "I hope everybody kept their reciepts."
Strange dream.
I think it happened because I'm surround by this kind of stuff right now. Almost every day of my life I get asked if me and Jer are married/plan on getting married. I always just show my ring finger and say I've got nothing to show for.
A lot of my classmates in my Ed classes are new brides and brides to be. I've been thinking a lot about it lately (not jumping into marriage, but doing it in the future.) It's something I do want, but you always have to think... is this the right guy, and when is the right time?
Also, how long do you wait for a ring? I've been a good girlfriend for 4 years now. When do I get to be a good fiance? There has to be a point at which a girl decides that he will never ask her to marry him and find somebody who will.
I'm confused.
It went like this:
Me and my ex b/f from my Junior year were planning on getting married, but we were really poor and couldn't afford to have the wedding of my dreams.We were going to get married in court. So, my family threw a wedding shower for me at some little mom and pop resturaunt. My mom was driving me to the shower and all of the sudden I was like "I can't do this, I can't get married. I can't accept any gifts from anybody at the shower. I hope they kept their reciepts." Then my mom told me I'm just getting nervous. Suddenly she told me that my best friend was coming to talk to me because he'll make me feel better. (First of all my best friend in real life is a girl.) So, this guy shows up who I've never seen in real life before. He's a little bit gay but really sweet and tells me we need to go to the beach to talk because he knows exactly what is wrong in my head. We go to the beach and I see a couple getting married there and flip out saying that's how I really wanted my wedding to be and that I should have no other...
but he never told me what was wrong with me?
I woke up thinking "I hope everybody kept their reciepts."
Strange dream.
I think it happened because I'm surround by this kind of stuff right now. Almost every day of my life I get asked if me and Jer are married/plan on getting married. I always just show my ring finger and say I've got nothing to show for.
A lot of my classmates in my Ed classes are new brides and brides to be. I've been thinking a lot about it lately (not jumping into marriage, but doing it in the future.) It's something I do want, but you always have to think... is this the right guy, and when is the right time?
Also, how long do you wait for a ring? I've been a good girlfriend for 4 years now. When do I get to be a good fiance? There has to be a point at which a girl decides that he will never ask her to marry him and find somebody who will.
I'm confused.