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God Ive just realized how little i actually do know. I know how much i suffer and how much i feel and i ecpect those around me to feel the way i do but they dont. For so long i have thrived on control on knowing everything that happens when it happens but i know nothing and damn me if i try to control another person ill kill myself. I appologize to everyone i say i understand and im sorry for ever acting as if i know best because i dont. I screw up and i am so fucking overbearing. when truly i am the outcast and im the one who is wrong and cant relate. I need to cry