Disappointed yet again
I had my dad home last weekend and it wasn't that easy a task. It's not easy leaving him alone for fear he might fall off the bed. Lay him on the floor you say? I thought of that but it will be tougher for him and me for maneouvering. Well I laid him on the daybed so he can watch the tv and listen to his songs. The Uncle and his family came to visit sometime after dinner and left about 830pm. We just sat down to talk after and plan what's to come next.
Sunday I went out to get food. Rushed out and back as fast as I could. Then later on in the day my sis came with her kids bringing with her food. Had a little more talk then she left. Earlier on I received a call from a friend saying that he has the car for the day. I was like great so I can get him to help me transport my dad back to the hospital later in the evening. Initially I was wondering if I can get his help to get us lunch since he's already in town but he said he gotta run some errands so fine. Next thing I knew he was having coffee(1st disapoointment). Then later on I asked if he still has the car. He said yes and that he's playing some tennis with friends. So I said ok and was wondering if he can help me. There was silence after that and eversince. Well now I guess i know I where I stand in the priority list. I guess I know I'm not supposed to feel like this but I guess coming from a close friend it just feels like banging the wall heheheh.
Sunday I went out to get food. Rushed out and back as fast as I could. Then later on in the day my sis came with her kids bringing with her food. Had a little more talk then she left. Earlier on I received a call from a friend saying that he has the car for the day. I was like great so I can get him to help me transport my dad back to the hospital later in the evening. Initially I was wondering if I can get his help to get us lunch since he's already in town but he said he gotta run some errands so fine. Next thing I knew he was having coffee(1st disapoointment). Then later on I asked if he still has the car. He said yes and that he's playing some tennis with friends. So I said ok and was wondering if he can help me. There was silence after that and eversince. Well now I guess i know I where I stand in the priority list. I guess I know I'm not supposed to feel like this but I guess coming from a close friend it just feels like banging the wall heheheh.