What do you do when your back's against the wall?

[idlepain]

This entry isn't meant to update anyone on the daily happenings of my life. It all seems quite unimportant now.
My mother has decided I can definitly not live here.
I knew this was coming, but I'd chosen to ignore it for so long that it wasn't in my mind.
No matter how hard I've tried, nobody wants an unpredictable, aggressive dog. And I am most likely going to have to put Rudolph to sleep. He is so important to me, that I don't know if I will be able to cope at all.
All of my friends have turned their backs on me. No matter how many times I gave them the benefit of the doubt, or ignored it when I knew they were stabbing me in the back, when it's their turn to trust, no one does. I have one person to fall back on, and it's just not enough. I miss my friends. I really do.
I have two choices now. Move out with a friend, and try to make it work, or go to a boarding house until school, and then to military boarding school.
The first option could include Rudolph, the second option will definitly not.
I don't know what to do, and I have no friends to ask for advice.
I have nothing left, and I don't know how to fix it.
I don't know when I will be able to update again.