Isn't it Ironic, dont' you think?
So yeah, I might move to San Luis Obispo after all, but the chances are very very very slim to none. I have the opportunity to move in with Kevin and his buddy in their new place in mid August, but here's the catch, i don't have the money. I need a loan and i need it bad, i can't get it my self, and i would have to co-sign with someone, and that it's self is close to impossible. If anyone knows of a good place to get a loan from, please please please tell me. Cause if i get that loan, goodbye T.O., hello S.L.O.
So you ask, wow, what's with the sudden change of heart Mike?
Here's why. I hate this place, it's like a tomb waiting grab my feet with it's dirty hands and drag me further and further in. This is my chance to move on and live my life, even if it is hard as hell, but like i said it's almost close to impossible, so probably tomorrow, i'll be making a post about how i'm not going to be able to do it and how sad i am.
To the girl i want, she knows who she is, cause i only want one girl.
Sad i'm not saying this to you in person or even phone or online, cause i have no guts, but deep down inside, i'm like everyone else. You know i want you, you even told the guy you're dating now that u couldn't date him cause u wanted me cause i made u feel happier. Were u just confused or lying? When i kissed u at your door step, did your heart not beat faster, did you not breath faster or face grow flush? I dunno, and i don't care cause either way i still feel the same about you. When i kiss and touch you i feel like i'm home. We can make each other happy and i know it, i know you're confused but u have to figure this out. I might not be here for much longer, and if i'm not i want to spend it with you. I might end up being here an other semester and i still want to spend that with you, cause when it comes down to it, i only want you, i can't even think about anyone else. You tell me to date other girls who deserve me, babe, u deserve me and i deserve you. Give it a try. And if by now u still want him then fine, i've done all i can do and that's the end of it, though u know my feelings for u wont change, because i know deep down in my heart you're my girl. So you date him, if he makes you happy, great, be happy, but I can make you happy too. I can make you blush, and feel beautiful, and no, they arn't just words coming out of my mouth cause they're the true way i feel about you, i'll make you feel beautiful and amazing because you are. I want nothing more then you, now it just depends on if i'm good enough for you, or right for you in your heart. So figure this out, make your choice, i'm waiting for you, and even if i do move which is highly unlikely, i will still be waiting for you, who else will do that for you, cause who ever wouldn't should. This is way long, and these words don't do justice to how i feel about you, but it's the best i can do for now. You make my life worth it. I'm not saying this so i win u over, i'm saying this for you to think about. So here's the main question babe, what makes you happy, cause you make me happy.
I'm sorry i've had to say this, i understand if u don't want to talk to me, but it's the only way i can say it. Take as long as you need to figure it out.
Your move babe.
So you ask, wow, what's with the sudden change of heart Mike?
Here's why. I hate this place, it's like a tomb waiting grab my feet with it's dirty hands and drag me further and further in. This is my chance to move on and live my life, even if it is hard as hell, but like i said it's almost close to impossible, so probably tomorrow, i'll be making a post about how i'm not going to be able to do it and how sad i am.
To the girl i want, she knows who she is, cause i only want one girl.
Sad i'm not saying this to you in person or even phone or online, cause i have no guts, but deep down inside, i'm like everyone else. You know i want you, you even told the guy you're dating now that u couldn't date him cause u wanted me cause i made u feel happier. Were u just confused or lying? When i kissed u at your door step, did your heart not beat faster, did you not breath faster or face grow flush? I dunno, and i don't care cause either way i still feel the same about you. When i kiss and touch you i feel like i'm home. We can make each other happy and i know it, i know you're confused but u have to figure this out. I might not be here for much longer, and if i'm not i want to spend it with you. I might end up being here an other semester and i still want to spend that with you, cause when it comes down to it, i only want you, i can't even think about anyone else. You tell me to date other girls who deserve me, babe, u deserve me and i deserve you. Give it a try. And if by now u still want him then fine, i've done all i can do and that's the end of it, though u know my feelings for u wont change, because i know deep down in my heart you're my girl. So you date him, if he makes you happy, great, be happy, but I can make you happy too. I can make you blush, and feel beautiful, and no, they arn't just words coming out of my mouth cause they're the true way i feel about you, i'll make you feel beautiful and amazing because you are. I want nothing more then you, now it just depends on if i'm good enough for you, or right for you in your heart. So figure this out, make your choice, i'm waiting for you, and even if i do move which is highly unlikely, i will still be waiting for you, who else will do that for you, cause who ever wouldn't should. This is way long, and these words don't do justice to how i feel about you, but it's the best i can do for now. You make my life worth it. I'm not saying this so i win u over, i'm saying this for you to think about. So here's the main question babe, what makes you happy, cause you make me happy.
I'm sorry i've had to say this, i understand if u don't want to talk to me, but it's the only way i can say it. Take as long as you need to figure it out.
Your move babe.