Borrowed Words for Time to Pass

[idlemike]

There's something I've been meaning to say
that's been stopped too many times
I've try to express in a sweetened coated of meaning
That makes you rot and decay internally
I've lost truth in all this fiction
borrowed words for time to pass
it's a shame how jealous i've become
since the nights u laughed
You give me words of how i love you
you give me thoughts of what can be
it's kinda sad but mostly lonesome
of how pathetic i would be

but how have you been

There's a pebble in your driveway
that i've been saving for a similar time
open your window
so u can watch me drop to by my feet
i would have climbed the faultiest tree
to your bedroom for a kiss to tell
limbs and branches of wood and iron crack to dismay
but still i'd keep onto this focus
of how our love would never fade
and i thank our god the branch snapped
and i never reached the top
i might have broken a few bones
and chipped a couple teeth
but it's so much better then a fractured heart
could ever be

So i'll borrow words to pass the time
A couple notes that come out bald and dry
but it's better then hanging from your yarn and twine
In a way you help me right this sadness
You help me cry from all the pain
But in the end i know that I'll still remain
Tell me, does this reall matter
do you read it and start to change
or do you just laugh and make fun to my face