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I'm feeling a little sickish as I'm sitting here. I had to come to New Horizon's tonight to go to class because my computer is still not up and running.
I feel like a lot's come out of my last trip to New Orleans. I don't know why or how but i feel a change. I feel alot stronger. I've been so sensitive lately. I've been stressed about the way that i feel and my health and I've been stressed about how i effect other people and their feelings. I've been so concerned with my effect on others and not letting anyone down regardless of what i wanted that I wasn't seeing what it was doing to me. I feel alot less emotional now. I need to do what I need to do and I can't let things get in the way. I'm still concerned about my actions but I can't let it keep me back.
I'm ready for a change.
I feel like a lot's come out of my last trip to New Orleans. I don't know why or how but i feel a change. I feel alot stronger. I've been so sensitive lately. I've been stressed about the way that i feel and my health and I've been stressed about how i effect other people and their feelings. I've been so concerned with my effect on others and not letting anyone down regardless of what i wanted that I wasn't seeing what it was doing to me. I feel alot less emotional now. I need to do what I need to do and I can't let things get in the way. I'm still concerned about my actions but I can't let it keep me back.
I'm ready for a change.