Now I can breathe easily and see clearly through the eyes that hurt so bad.
It feels good to get things of your chest, to relieve the tension that has been building up inside of you. Doesn't it? Then, why is it so hard for me?
Here it goes. I can't get over Brendan being so pissed at me. I paid him back. I had a plausible excuse for leaving Hawaii, but on top of everything, he sold all of my stuff. I now own hardly anything. How can that bastard still be pissed. I can look past my belongings is he can look past... whatever he's still hung up on. But he can't so... whatever he's just an old friend. I don't need him.
It sucks losing friends, doesn't it? I wish friendships could go on forever. If I called you up and wanted to just say hi, would you say it back. If I wanted to meet you at a park and hang out would you be up for that? I might do just that. I wonder what Eric Foster is up to. He is my oldest friend. I've know him for almost 13 years. It's hard to keep in touch with people. Maybe it's only hard for me. It seems that many things seem hard to me. Maybe I should try harder.
Well I got some things off my mind. I still have a few, but I'll save them for another time. Thanks for reading through these thoughts of mine. I hope you still understand me and that I try. I'd still try for all of you if you ask.
Fox
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
Here it goes. I can't get over Brendan being so pissed at me. I paid him back. I had a plausible excuse for leaving Hawaii, but on top of everything, he sold all of my stuff. I now own hardly anything. How can that bastard still be pissed. I can look past my belongings is he can look past... whatever he's still hung up on. But he can't so... whatever he's just an old friend. I don't need him.
It sucks losing friends, doesn't it? I wish friendships could go on forever. If I called you up and wanted to just say hi, would you say it back. If I wanted to meet you at a park and hang out would you be up for that? I might do just that. I wonder what Eric Foster is up to. He is my oldest friend. I've know him for almost 13 years. It's hard to keep in touch with people. Maybe it's only hard for me. It seems that many things seem hard to me. Maybe I should try harder.
Well I got some things off my mind. I still have a few, but I'll save them for another time. Thanks for reading through these thoughts of mine. I hope you still understand me and that I try. I'd still try for all of you if you ask.
Fox
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.