In this sea of lonely, each day gets more and more like the last day
I find myself never knowing. What is it that I should know, I can't seem to comprehend. Why Do I feel the need to understand the unobtainable? If I did figure out this paradox would I be content, and is that what I want?, To be pleased.
There I go again, just rambling. Rambling for the sake of hearing my mind.
Pretty recently I've been questioning myself. Not being in school seems to be messing up my mind. I can't wait to go back. I feel, with every passing day, that my mind is slipping. I miss being around an abundance of people; most I never speak a word to, yet their presence is fuel enough for me to speak to the small number I do. I want to feel lost again. Lost to an idea that I matter in the midst millions. I know I matter, I need to feel frivolous to feel anything. I need you all again. Friends.
Anyway, Today was pretty bland. The weather is nice out for mudding, but my Jeep is acting up, and I'm too scared to take it mudding. I even found out about this super secret place that should be the shit. Oh well. Other than mudding, I hate this weather, I always have. It just puts out a gloomy atmosphere, and I'd like to be in a good mood, not that I'm not. I want to hear from people I haven't talked to in years. That would make my day. Too bad my phone is out. Well, enough for hoping. You guys are great.
Charles
Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that im down here.
believe youre dreams of me sinking
so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't even try.
There I go again, just rambling. Rambling for the sake of hearing my mind.
Pretty recently I've been questioning myself. Not being in school seems to be messing up my mind. I can't wait to go back. I feel, with every passing day, that my mind is slipping. I miss being around an abundance of people; most I never speak a word to, yet their presence is fuel enough for me to speak to the small number I do. I want to feel lost again. Lost to an idea that I matter in the midst millions. I know I matter, I need to feel frivolous to feel anything. I need you all again. Friends.
Anyway, Today was pretty bland. The weather is nice out for mudding, but my Jeep is acting up, and I'm too scared to take it mudding. I even found out about this super secret place that should be the shit. Oh well. Other than mudding, I hate this weather, I always have. It just puts out a gloomy atmosphere, and I'd like to be in a good mood, not that I'm not. I want to hear from people I haven't talked to in years. That would make my day. Too bad my phone is out. Well, enough for hoping. You guys are great.
Charles
Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that im down here.
believe youre dreams of me sinking
so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't even try.