Pointless update
10 days until Scotland.
Am I excited? Not really
Am I terrified out of my mind? Yes yes yes
I don't know if I can do this. I get homesick when I go to Albion, 45 minutes from home. How am I supposed to go someplace that's acorss an ocean??? Fro four months?
I've never in my whole life been that far away for that long a time from my family.
I don't want to go anymore. I don't know AHYONE over there. I don't know anything about Scotland.
I haven't even started packing. Ther's too much to get done and too many people to see and I jsut don't have enough time.
I'm dreading saying Goodbye, especially to Adam. I know it's only 4 months and I know I can do it but I'm so fucking scared. Who will I talk to each night and share my stupid stories with? Who's gonna hold me when I"m down? What if something changes while I'm gone?
I don't wanna do this. I don't know why I thought I could.
Am I excited? Not really
Am I terrified out of my mind? Yes yes yes
I don't know if I can do this. I get homesick when I go to Albion, 45 minutes from home. How am I supposed to go someplace that's acorss an ocean??? Fro four months?
I've never in my whole life been that far away for that long a time from my family.
I don't want to go anymore. I don't know AHYONE over there. I don't know anything about Scotland.
I haven't even started packing. Ther's too much to get done and too many people to see and I jsut don't have enough time.
I'm dreading saying Goodbye, especially to Adam. I know it's only 4 months and I know I can do it but I'm so fucking scared. Who will I talk to each night and share my stupid stories with? Who's gonna hold me when I"m down? What if something changes while I'm gone?
I don't wanna do this. I don't know why I thought I could.