To everyone, but especially you.
there are things you just don't understand, and maybe never will. these are good things, often wrapped in poor delivery which suggests the absolute opposite of what it's meant to. when i say something, don't listen to how i say it, listen to what i say, please. you'll get the point much better. this is, always has been and probably always will be a big problem with me. i dont expect you to forgive it, try to understand it or even exactly accept it, just acknowledge that i'm stupid sometimes, when i least mean to be.
the things i believe in now, which are quite few, i really believe in. please don't let my stupid backwards feelings fuck things up, for me or especially for you. this is for real this time. i know it because everything tells me so. i refuse to let this be any repetition. this is different, new, fully fledged and progressive. this is definate. free of doubt. i know things now. i've never known things before. for this i'm more grateful than i could ever tell you.
don't let me spoil it. please.
sometimes i don't thrill you,
sometimes i think i'll kill you.
just don't let me fuck up will you?
cos when i need a friend it's still you.
the things i believe in now, which are quite few, i really believe in. please don't let my stupid backwards feelings fuck things up, for me or especially for you. this is for real this time. i know it because everything tells me so. i refuse to let this be any repetition. this is different, new, fully fledged and progressive. this is definate. free of doubt. i know things now. i've never known things before. for this i'm more grateful than i could ever tell you.
don't let me spoil it. please.
sometimes i don't thrill you,
sometimes i think i'll kill you.
just don't let me fuck up will you?
cos when i need a friend it's still you.