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Aug 17, 2005 12:33

I really don't enjoy how people have to tell me things through other people, especially when it's Melonie telling me these things. I'm sure you dramatized enough and then you had to tell Melonie, the person who would twist everything up even more just for the juicy factor eventhough she's not involved in it in any way. Why can't you just tell me ( Read more... )

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 04:45:39 UTC
what am i doing?

wasting my time

it ended badly

lets leave it at that

bye

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idle_emotion August 18 2005, 04:47:27 UTC
Alrighty. Just don't be surprised if in school I'm civil and corgial with you. Because I never intended for it to end like this, or end so abruptly and completely. But it won't work out partially so this is how it needs to be...Bye Jimmy.

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idle_emotion August 18 2005, 04:54:12 UTC
Eventhough you're "done" why on earth would you believe Melonie and use Melonie as a source for any kind of information? You've always hated her and you've always known she's full of bullshit...she'll sell anyone out for drama and a piece of the drama. good luck.

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 05:04:20 UTC
and i only hated melonie because of you....i trusted your thoughts on her, but i never got the full story from the other side...and now i see the pieces of the puzzle coming together.

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 05:10:09 UTC
and why do you keep going back to melonie? whom ive only talked to once? only about 10 minutes? Are you afraid i might see the real krystle? because i think i just did. I see exactly whats going on now....and you didnt want me to know.

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idle_emotion August 18 2005, 16:18:22 UTC
I don't keep going back to her. I've never went back to her. Mike and I stopped to visit because we knew they were both home and we figured it would be nice to just chit chat with them for a bit. &Then Melonie unloaded all of the stuff you said about me.

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 17:41:22 UTC
nooo thats not what im asking. you keep asking WHY i talked to her...like its the most important thing in the world.

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idle_emotion August 18 2005, 18:27:18 UTC
Why did you talk crap to her instead of me, that's what I'm trying to get at. Why can't you have enough balls to approach me first instead of me hearing it second hand and then getting it all out of you?

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 18:28:23 UTC
DURRRR

Did i not basically stamp it on your forehead?

Because everytime we tried to talk about it, you called us selfish. You got DEFENSIVE because we wanted to see you

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idle_emotion August 18 2005, 18:29:58 UTC
That's not true. I don't ever you guys calling me or asking me to sit down with you both and discuss it all.

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 18:32:19 UTC
We never really could

You never did anything about it either eh?

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 18:33:19 UTC
Look,

this is pointless

we wont see it either way

so lets just end it okay?

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 17:47:08 UTC
and what does it matter what SHE said? Dont you care what Katharine, or Amanda, or Julie, or Me, or What i had to say? You really dont, because we're all just too unhappy for you, and of course you're better than that right?

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idle_emotion August 18 2005, 18:17:45 UTC
Katharine stopped talking to me a long time ago, I don't even know why she's being brought up in present situations. I visited julie last week and have every intention of visiting her again.
I don't want to keep battling, you guys won't let up. I want you guys to understand that I'm happy and I do want for you all to be happy as well. I'm sorry that I'm happier without you guys being close friends, I never intended for that to happen. It's just how it's working itself out to be. I want you guys to understand that we won't be close, but i also want you to understand that I still want to be friendly. Eventhough you feel as though I don't because of how we've been battling, but I do want to remain decent, civil people...whether that's awkward for you, I'm not really sure, but it's not for me, because it's where I want to be.

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xandir1 August 18 2005, 18:25:04 UTC
Sorry but that's not going to happen

Its what it does to people when you're a phony and you waste a year of someone's life....

Hope you learned a lesson

I sure did

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idle_emotion August 18 2005, 18:28:08 UTC
I don't feel like i have a lesson to learn other than getting involved with people who have highschool mentalities is a bad idea.

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