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After all these months of not posting, I'm finally back again.
So much has happened since....May? I think was my last post....I've had my hectic first semester of junior year and a fall semester at my local community college. Now that I look back at it, I really was surprised that I managed to make it through (8 classes total). I guess I'll have to get used to that. Now during the holidays, my sister is staying with us, which means I get more free time to go in deep thought...
Next semester still remains a mystery. There are only two possible outcomes; either the fiery pits of hell, or the blue skies of heaven. It's that absolute.
Fiery pits of hell--I won't get to go to school (both community college and independent study hs) and no academic stuff and cello. Instead I'll be tortured with the role of being the homemaker, or also called the "housewife" and I absolutely loathe that idea (im horrible at house chores and all the such).
Blue skies of heaven--I'll get a job at Lassen's Healthfood Store (provided that they'll accept my application...and I pass the interview if there is one) making it a total excuse to have to attend hs because I need a work permit and to attend work experience so that I can work more hours. So going to independent hs means that I have to attend college, meaning that I won't be totally living like a hermit. Another hopeful upside is that I get more time to practice cello and piano. If all goes well....this will be my definition of heaven (well, for the time being)
So I'm going to Lassen's today (hopefully since it was planned) to ask if they're hiring (hopefully they are) and get an application. I should hope that they are hiring, and if they do that I fill out the app and turn it in asap, and then of course the most I can hope, up to this point and provided that they are hiring, that they'll accept my application and decide to schedule an interview with me.
I should go back to finishing english now....
So much has happened since....May? I think was my last post....I've had my hectic first semester of junior year and a fall semester at my local community college. Now that I look back at it, I really was surprised that I managed to make it through (8 classes total). I guess I'll have to get used to that. Now during the holidays, my sister is staying with us, which means I get more free time to go in deep thought...
Next semester still remains a mystery. There are only two possible outcomes; either the fiery pits of hell, or the blue skies of heaven. It's that absolute.
Fiery pits of hell--I won't get to go to school (both community college and independent study hs) and no academic stuff and cello. Instead I'll be tortured with the role of being the homemaker, or also called the "housewife" and I absolutely loathe that idea (im horrible at house chores and all the such).
Blue skies of heaven--I'll get a job at Lassen's Healthfood Store (provided that they'll accept my application...and I pass the interview if there is one) making it a total excuse to have to attend hs because I need a work permit and to attend work experience so that I can work more hours. So going to independent hs means that I have to attend college, meaning that I won't be totally living like a hermit. Another hopeful upside is that I get more time to practice cello and piano. If all goes well....this will be my definition of heaven (well, for the time being)
So I'm going to Lassen's today (hopefully since it was planned) to ask if they're hiring (hopefully they are) and get an application. I should hope that they are hiring, and if they do that I fill out the app and turn it in asap, and then of course the most I can hope, up to this point and provided that they are hiring, that they'll accept my application and decide to schedule an interview with me.
I should go back to finishing english now....