★ 『fifteen』

[idkmybffsatan]

Now that everyone knows my Father sold my soul to the devil, I guess there's no point in trying to come off as a perfectly normal loser. Instead, I'll just be a freakish loser. Whatever, I don't even care anymore.

Right now, I want to sink myself in a tub of ice and not come out until winter because it's fucking hot. Can't the deities turn off the

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[hundredflowers]

Sold your soul to the... who?

[idkmybffsatan]

The Devil? Satan. Ruler of the Underworld. Asshole in a tailored suit.

[hundredflowers]

Leaving aside the question of whether or not he really exists, since... your world, not mine. Why would a parent ever do something like that?

[idkmybffsatan]

Because when you're dying, sometimes you make foolhardy decisions without fully realizing the consequences.

I've been saying this a lot, but I don't hate him for it. Admittedly, I was upset for awhile, but I wouldn't have had my Dad around growing up if he hadn't traded my soul.

[hundredflowers]

He sold the soul of his son to the devil so that he wouldn't die straight away? Pretty selfish, from where I'm staying, but... well. It's your life, and your father.

Still, though. I'm sorry to hear it.

[idkmybffsatan]

It does seem selfish, but the other alternative would be growing up without a Dad. And when you love your Dad, that's a hard alternative to stomach.

It's alright. I'll definitely find a way out of it. Someday. Hopefully

[hundredflowers]

If hell's forever, think you'll always treasure that number of years with your dad enough to outweigh eternity? ...but I guess it's not my place to question. My father's never been around.

I sincerely hope that you do.

[idkmybffsatan]

I've already got a lead. But I can't talk much about it - he could be watching.

[hundredflowers]

Don't think too much about it either - seems like mind-reading shouldn't be too much of a stretch for someone like that.

[idkmybffsatan]

Well, I've got to think about it if I'm going to figure it out.

...I feel like I've seen this sort of situation in a movie before.

[hundredflowers]

Hopefully his eyes and ears don't extend here, then.

...afraid I wouldn't be able to help you with that one. I'm from 1967, so... not a lot of movies that dig deeper than allegory.

[idkmybffsatan]

He's a busy man, so hopefully not.

...You wouldn't be a hippie, would you?

[hundredflowers]

Far from it. I'm actually from China, so. In all honesty, though, I'm not really sure what I am--being classified isn't high on my list of priorities.

[idkmybffsatan]

I was just...grasping for a reply, really. It's still sort of weird when you talk to someone who looks your age, but comes from your mother's time.

[hundredflowers]

Not much stranger than meeting people from future generations, I think.

[idkmybffsatan]

Imagine if you met your own child as an adult. Wouldn't that be weird?