this is what im going to do for awhile.
ramble.
dear world, welcome to what goes on in my head.
like the fact that korean churches are everywhere yet i have never seen one person walk into one ever. i wonder what it would be like?
i really love love love taking back sunday.
its kind of like my diet coke obsession, except i dont really talk about it that much.
rihanna really needs to dress normally, i have decided.
my music library on shuffle is really not necessary.i spend too much timing hitting "next".
i just got a text message from becca.
natalie is moving to texas.
moving.
thats weird.
i really dont like change all that much.
i could probably fall in love with anyone if andrew mcmahon's voice played in the background.
i miss having no money, no time, and lots to do.
now i just have no money.
my mother makes me want to kill kittens and punch holes in walls.
david blaise will probably be my crush for my entire life.
i think its the fact that he looks like hes 12 and has a lisp.
undeniably cute.
i used to win spelling bees.
i never did homework.
i wonder why i am such a bad person.
i am refusing to finish cleaning my room.
i can not wait to go to palm springs this weekend.
its going to be a mother fucking sauna.
i will probably complain about it a lot.
i still need to do laundry.
im kind of excited for camp.
i do not want to wake up at 7am.
i do not want to do it for 3 days.
i wish i had a live in manicurist.
my room is blue.
i dont even like the color blue.
but i like my room.
i really need a green dress to wear on my birthday.
i really really really want it to be a good one this year.
im not really sure its possible.
i read magazines i shouldnt even be interested in.
god i really love martha stewart.
god i really want him in my life permanently.
the second one of my friends gets engaged or gets pregnant will be the moment i feel old.
i really hate pencils.
god i love year books.
i wish i could get yearbooks for life.
i wish my life was a movie, or a t.v. show or a book.
or like something i could tangebly look back on.
i really want a reality show.
i wonder how i would be portrayed?
i wish i was an heiress.
or a trust fund kid from the east coast.
or like a tranny hooker from the bronx.
my life is way too simple and normal for my liking.
i want to at some point in my life break a window on purpose.
i really need to update my music library, but it just takes so fucking long.
i cant believe i have to read all four twilight books this summer.
fuck my life.
i just dont get the whole "edward cullen" thing.
this is not just twilight. i dont get harry potter either.
i dislike make believe.
come talk to me about real life.
holden caulfield or whatever the fuck his last name was. hes legit. dont mistake this for an obsession, love, or fan girl statement. i mean he was a human, he had no super powers, no weird abnormal things. just a teenage boy who was fucked in the head. normal.
we all know people like him. half of us are him.
but uh, do you know any wizards? how about vampires?
yeah exactly. not real, cant happen, so why the fuck should i waste my time reading about it?
im not a dreamer. not at all.
im realistic.
im crazy.
i should probably shutup now
dear world, welcome to what goes on in my head.
like the fact that korean churches are everywhere yet i have never seen one person walk into one ever. i wonder what it would be like?
i really love love love taking back sunday.
its kind of like my diet coke obsession, except i dont really talk about it that much.
rihanna really needs to dress normally, i have decided.
my music library on shuffle is really not necessary.i spend too much timing hitting "next".
i just got a text message from becca.
natalie is moving to texas.
moving.
thats weird.
i really dont like change all that much.
i could probably fall in love with anyone if andrew mcmahon's voice played in the background.
i miss having no money, no time, and lots to do.
now i just have no money.
my mother makes me want to kill kittens and punch holes in walls.
david blaise will probably be my crush for my entire life.
i think its the fact that he looks like hes 12 and has a lisp.
undeniably cute.
i used to win spelling bees.
i never did homework.
i wonder why i am such a bad person.
i am refusing to finish cleaning my room.
i can not wait to go to palm springs this weekend.
its going to be a mother fucking sauna.
i will probably complain about it a lot.
i still need to do laundry.
im kind of excited for camp.
i do not want to wake up at 7am.
i do not want to do it for 3 days.
i wish i had a live in manicurist.
my room is blue.
i dont even like the color blue.
but i like my room.
i really need a green dress to wear on my birthday.
i really really really want it to be a good one this year.
im not really sure its possible.
i read magazines i shouldnt even be interested in.
god i really love martha stewart.
god i really want him in my life permanently.
the second one of my friends gets engaged or gets pregnant will be the moment i feel old.
i really hate pencils.
god i love year books.
i wish i could get yearbooks for life.
i wish my life was a movie, or a t.v. show or a book.
or like something i could tangebly look back on.
i really want a reality show.
i wonder how i would be portrayed?
i wish i was an heiress.
or a trust fund kid from the east coast.
or like a tranny hooker from the bronx.
my life is way too simple and normal for my liking.
i want to at some point in my life break a window on purpose.
i really need to update my music library, but it just takes so fucking long.
i cant believe i have to read all four twilight books this summer.
fuck my life.
i just dont get the whole "edward cullen" thing.
this is not just twilight. i dont get harry potter either.
i dislike make believe.
come talk to me about real life.
holden caulfield or whatever the fuck his last name was. hes legit. dont mistake this for an obsession, love, or fan girl statement. i mean he was a human, he had no super powers, no weird abnormal things. just a teenage boy who was fucked in the head. normal.
we all know people like him. half of us are him.
but uh, do you know any wizards? how about vampires?
yeah exactly. not real, cant happen, so why the fuck should i waste my time reading about it?
im not a dreamer. not at all.
im realistic.
im crazy.
i should probably shutup now