dum dum dum...
college is literally, like, just around the corner. i'll be leaving soon, near next week. jinny's planning on something this friday. i think we should all go there and have fun making sushi and the whatnots. i seriously want to party before i go up there. my mom is bitching about being prepared and shopping and are there enough? grrrr...pisses me off to think she's more worried about college and going away than i am.
as for me, i think i shall accept this change. i'm not even yet the least bit nervous but i have been thinking about what to bring and whatnot. i've even bought a laptop yesterday online! it's an inspiron dell (costs less than $1000 at least, and i'm paying for it meeself =) ) my mom's been buying so much junk. so much garbage. i get mad at her for wasting money almost all the time now. jesus! and the worst thing is, shirley's not ready either, my would-to-be-roommate. *le sigh. she doesn't know how to get up either. and nobody's gonna drive me up thurr. but somehow, my nerves haven't kicked in. my anxiousness haven't begun to stirr. i feel so dead, like the days are just passing by and i spend the time contemplating about nothing important. yea, i sound loser-ish. but hey, this is my last week of dependency. i get to slack off. at least mooch off as much as possible! HOLLER! hahhahahah.
yea, my longest bullshit-ramble.
as for me, i think i shall accept this change. i'm not even yet the least bit nervous but i have been thinking about what to bring and whatnot. i've even bought a laptop yesterday online! it's an inspiron dell (costs less than $1000 at least, and i'm paying for it meeself =) ) my mom's been buying so much junk. so much garbage. i get mad at her for wasting money almost all the time now. jesus! and the worst thing is, shirley's not ready either, my would-to-be-roommate. *le sigh. she doesn't know how to get up either. and nobody's gonna drive me up thurr. but somehow, my nerves haven't kicked in. my anxiousness haven't begun to stirr. i feel so dead, like the days are just passing by and i spend the time contemplating about nothing important. yea, i sound loser-ish. but hey, this is my last week of dependency. i get to slack off. at least mooch off as much as possible! HOLLER! hahhahahah.
yea, my longest bullshit-ramble.