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i'm so fat i've just broken our bed. i was lying in bed, turned over and the wooden slats gave way. just tried to fix it with no luck, floods of tears.
i'm ill with a nasty stomach virus so had to cancel a bandfill. my skin's gone insane, i've got proper big acne pimples sprouting in odd places like my arms and my neck and have done for the last month or two. i keep having to wear a scarf and long sleeves, and wear my hair down, to try to hide them all.
bad day today. bad week all round. i'm sick of this body, i hate this body. i feel like it conspires against me constantly. i feel like it hates me.
i'm just so sick of beign this big fat hairy spotty heffer, even £8000 worth of surgery hasn't stopped me from putting on more weight. i can;'t stop crying. like proper big wails and snot crying. i have chest pains, i'm guessing from stress.
just, URGH. bad day today. and it't not pmt this time. booo :/
i'm ill with a nasty stomach virus so had to cancel a bandfill. my skin's gone insane, i've got proper big acne pimples sprouting in odd places like my arms and my neck and have done for the last month or two. i keep having to wear a scarf and long sleeves, and wear my hair down, to try to hide them all.
bad day today. bad week all round. i'm sick of this body, i hate this body. i feel like it conspires against me constantly. i feel like it hates me.
i'm just so sick of beign this big fat hairy spotty heffer, even £8000 worth of surgery hasn't stopped me from putting on more weight. i can;'t stop crying. like proper big wails and snot crying. i have chest pains, i'm guessing from stress.
just, URGH. bad day today. and it't not pmt this time. booo :/