With the possibility that someone is reading what I write: Motivation!
Okay okay sooo... Here's the thing. I was a bit a late bloomer. So everything in this livejournal is like--me going through the emotional journey of a teenager in front of a crowd.
Obviously my readers couldn't fill up a smart car, but when you put something on the internet it just makes you think crowd. Expecially if you have a teenage mentality. So ya that's why it's so zany and completely embarassing.
And also why I make such a big deal out of bein' drunk.
Man.. that's gotta be the worst. That or all the lovey dovey crap. Or the woe is me crap.
Well whatever. It's entertaining and I'm not the kinda guy who would take that shit down.
I remember back in high school everyone was making quizzes about themselves for like--the first time, and so I made one sort of about me but really it was about my "pet" plastic lizard, whom I named Sobe, after the beverages. (I used to suck down about 2 or 3 a day before they got all super health-oriented) Anyway I had recently discovered christianity, which I got bored with after about a year, then insincerely took up again to date a christian girl, then kicked it to the curb when I broke it off with her, and at THAT time I was pretty enamored with the whole thing and I included on this quiz about Sobe a question that embarasses the HELL outta me everytime I think of it. It was something to the effect of "Sobe loves each and everyone because he is a christian!"
UGH. I'll never get over it.
But I'm not gonna hide it because then I wont be able to stop thinking about it. Just gonna let it ride. And you know what? It's great that I ever even *felt* that kind of conviction, so I should just be glad for that.
PS
A golden monocle to whomever "lost the game" when reading this due to me mentioning "everytime I thnk of it"
And minus two golden monocles,(or golden glasses) if you just lost the game now because you should have lost it earlier. For shame.
Obviously my readers couldn't fill up a smart car, but when you put something on the internet it just makes you think crowd. Expecially if you have a teenage mentality. So ya that's why it's so zany and completely embarassing.
And also why I make such a big deal out of bein' drunk.
Man.. that's gotta be the worst. That or all the lovey dovey crap. Or the woe is me crap.
Well whatever. It's entertaining and I'm not the kinda guy who would take that shit down.
I remember back in high school everyone was making quizzes about themselves for like--the first time, and so I made one sort of about me but really it was about my "pet" plastic lizard, whom I named Sobe, after the beverages. (I used to suck down about 2 or 3 a day before they got all super health-oriented) Anyway I had recently discovered christianity, which I got bored with after about a year, then insincerely took up again to date a christian girl, then kicked it to the curb when I broke it off with her, and at THAT time I was pretty enamored with the whole thing and I included on this quiz about Sobe a question that embarasses the HELL outta me everytime I think of it. It was something to the effect of "Sobe loves each and everyone because he is a christian!"
UGH. I'll never get over it.
But I'm not gonna hide it because then I wont be able to stop thinking about it. Just gonna let it ride. And you know what? It's great that I ever even *felt* that kind of conviction, so I should just be glad for that.
PS
A golden monocle to whomever "lost the game" when reading this due to me mentioning "everytime I thnk of it"
And minus two golden monocles,(or golden glasses) if you just lost the game now because you should have lost it earlier. For shame.