metaphor
I wish I could just fucking talk to somebody that wants to listen. Not just cause they have to, or 'cause I'm their friend, or because I'm their brother, or son, or something.
What I really want is some person that genuinely wants to hear all that idiotic crap that I blather on about and make a fool of myself with. A person who really treasures every moronic thing I do, and takes delight in imagining what I am thinking. Just because that person truly wants to know what I think.
Is there really anybody like that? Will there ever be?
It's like I've been given a mansion, but all the doors are locked and no one can get in, or out. And it's completely empty. I'm trapped, in this huge, empty place. I have nothing but the shell. Just the outer coating. People look at me and say, "Boy, what a lucky fellow to have such a mansion!" But they don't know there's nothing inside. I wish, at least, it was a small room. A tiny, little place where the emptyness wouldn't be so profound. Like a closet, or coffin.
But I wouldn't give up this house. I couldn't just let it go to waste.
I guess I have to just wait for someone with the right key.
What I really want is some person that genuinely wants to hear all that idiotic crap that I blather on about and make a fool of myself with. A person who really treasures every moronic thing I do, and takes delight in imagining what I am thinking. Just because that person truly wants to know what I think.
Is there really anybody like that? Will there ever be?
It's like I've been given a mansion, but all the doors are locked and no one can get in, or out. And it's completely empty. I'm trapped, in this huge, empty place. I have nothing but the shell. Just the outer coating. People look at me and say, "Boy, what a lucky fellow to have such a mansion!" But they don't know there's nothing inside. I wish, at least, it was a small room. A tiny, little place where the emptyness wouldn't be so profound. Like a closet, or coffin.
But I wouldn't give up this house. I couldn't just let it go to waste.
I guess I have to just wait for someone with the right key.