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when i do eat i notice im always standing in front of the pantry snacking away. so now what im trying to do is catch myself and tell myself to grab a little bit of each snack and bring it upstairs to eat, that way i can get my cravings out of the way and not over do it. ive been working out everyday and im going to later tonight as well. im supposed to go out to dinner for fathers day but i dont know i think if i go im gonna say my stomach hurts or something i fucking refuse to eat ive been doing so good lately. i really am trying to work on my arms (they gained weight in them but im still 113) so i honestly dont get it and my legs. i wanna tone up. im allowing myself to munch on wheat things, quakes, and some nuts for protien but i dont eat anything else. since its summer it also helps going to the beach cuz then i really wont want to eat so im not a fucking fatass! excuse my cussing but im just worried about tonight. blaaaa