a big realisation

Mar 07, 2007 13:17

I understood why we love...and realised that I don't.
We love the person not for their kindness or greatness not for their wit or their strength not for any good qualities but the way we deal with the bad ones.
Is it ok for him to be stupid?Oh he is just being silly.
Is it ok for him to hurt me?He is just showing passion.
Is it ok for him to ignore me?He is just busy with something.
AND there are thousands of examples how we find excuses for love.Why we love someone who is disgracing us?Probably that's just the was love is...
I don't love.I know this for sure right now.
And the letters I've been writting are fake.Because love isn't based on rejudging the person over and over.You just do or you don't love.And that's it.
There's no time to think it over when you love.Because ther is no need to do so.
careless crazy love without afterthoughts...
a dream or reality?
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