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In other news, I'm guess I'm sporting a bad attitude. I don't mean to, and sometimes I'm not even thinking about it. but it's really annoying Christine *sighs*
I've been wondering lately tho. Perhaps I was meant to live in solitude as a monk. The signs seem to point in this direction. And that makes me sad. The loner. The healer. The eccentric.
I dunno. I got some St. Johns Wort and I'm gonna try it out. Supposingly it improves mood. Hopefully I will wipe out both attitude and the other thought. don't need to be happy happy, just don't want to think, that's all. I think I get depressed 'cause I think too much. So maybe a frontal lobotomy would do the trick, who knows.
I've been wondering lately tho. Perhaps I was meant to live in solitude as a monk. The signs seem to point in this direction. And that makes me sad. The loner. The healer. The eccentric.
I dunno. I got some St. Johns Wort and I'm gonna try it out. Supposingly it improves mood. Hopefully I will wipe out both attitude and the other thought. don't need to be happy happy, just don't want to think, that's all. I think I get depressed 'cause I think too much. So maybe a frontal lobotomy would do the trick, who knows.