- Note to self: I miss you terribly -
Well here I am again. Fucking feel like shit again. Mike wouldn't give me his lj, so I asked Steph. I was reading all of his old posts, wow..that's all I can really say to them. All of them made me really sad...esp. the ones about him likeing other girls. *Sigh* I don't know what to think anymore. Steph told me that it's clinically proven that couples don't get over eachother unless they give eachother a month not to talk to eachother at all...well Mike being the person he is, likes to talk all the time and can't go one second without saying something to me. Man, I really dont know what to do with him anymore. Am I supposed to forget him, and erase my memory of him forever? Is that the only way to fix things? I don't really think that's a good idea, but I don't want to hurt him anymore. I don't want him to hurt me anymore. I just wish that one day everything will all clear up.