fic i REALLY want to happen
i'm gonna leave this open and if you like it PLEASE forward them to any good writer (or write them yourself if you're a good writer)!!! i SO it to happen. as long as it's written by a good writer. no shitty writers like myself to write this, please.
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preferably NC-17/R. should be AT LEAST 20k. previous/flashback always-a-girl!gerard(genevieve)/brian. gen/bert. frank/mikey kidfic.
gen would have been together with brian for a while, maybe about ten years. they would have been high school sweethearts, sex on prom night and everything. been together since they were 16. and they would have been married (being a giant comic dork, brian would have proposed to her with a rare issue of her favorite comic book, and given her a ring later). brian would be her favorite person in the whole wide world, and gen knew brian really wanted a kid so she quit her birth control pills and surprised him on his birthday. months later she gives birth to their son/daughter (THE KIDS NAME WILL BE JULIAN OR OLIVIA, depending on the gender of the kid the writer wants). brian is a SUPERCUTE DAD and loves his kid and wife sfm it's endearing. he loves when gen draws so he works lots to support their cute lil' family so that gen can spend lots of time with jules/olivia and draw/paint and someday get a gallery show/comic book out. gen loves him sfm and he is HER ONE TRUE LOVE and she cant wait to spend eternity with him. sadly BRIAN DIES. :'((((( in a car/motorbike crash and gen is DEVASTATED and barely holds on and that's all thanks to their lil' kiddo (about 3/4 years when brian passes) who looks so much like his/her daddy B. supporting a kid and herself is harder than she thought and she misses BRIAN SO MUCH IT HURTS AND LETS THEIR KID SLEEP IN THEIR BED AND SHE WONT EVEN WASH BRIANS OLD CLOTHES BECAUSE IT SMELLS LIKE HIM AND HIS SWEAT AND UGH. her BFFL/BROTHER-IN-LAW FRANK IS SUPER SUPPORTIVE. the fic would start AFTER brian's death and gen would work at a bar, doing all the shifts she can because she needs the money, and uncle frank and uncle mikey being super awesome and being babysitters a lot for their nephew/niece jules/olivia. PPL grope waitresses a lot and even if it hurts so fucking much to let ppl touch her BECAUSE NONE OF THEM ARE BRIAN AND SHE ONLY WANTS HIM, she lets them because then she gets lots of tips and maybe she can afford buying their kid a new toy. ABOUT A YEAR after her late hubby's death, bert mccracken comes in, straight from rehab. he always only buys coke (as in the soda). he watches as the ppl grope and touch gen and he thinks she's super hot and he wants to touch her too but he doesn't. because he's become a better person. but he always tips her extra and he can see she expects him to grope her as well BUT HE DOESNT. he comes in twice a week with a rehab friend JEPH to get coke (to prove to himself he can lay off the alcohol). one time the super awesome gay uncle frank comes with jules/olivia because gay uncle MIKEY IS SICK AND HE DOESNT WANT THEIR FAVORITE LITTLE PERSON TO GET SICK TOO, and gen has to leave early and take the kid home. then next time bert is there he asks gen why she does this when she HAS A KID and GETS TOLD TO LAY OFF HER BUSINESS. when the bar is gonna close bert hides in the bathroom and walks out on gen washing the tables and cleaning the place up and he is like, LET ME GET YOU A COFFEE. BUT SHE DOESNT WANT TO BECAUSE SHE CAN TAKE CARE OF HERSELF THANK YOU VERY MUCH. but after a few nights BERT CONVINCES HER, and gen realizes bert's not so bad, and they keep going out every now and then for coffee and BERT IS IN LOVE, REALLY SUPER IN LOVE WITH HER. gen tells him about brian after a little while, tells him about their life and how much of an AWESOME BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND/DADDY BRIAN WAS. and gen actually really likes bert BECAUSE HE'S SO UNDERSTANDING, AND SWEET AND FUNNY, but she's so torn because WHAT ABOUT BRIAN, SHE STILL MISSES HIM SO MUCH. but her awesome kid brother and his awesome boyfriend who is also her BFFL tells her BRIAN WOULD WANT HER TO BE HAPPY AND WOULD NOT WANT HER TO BE LIKE THIS. so she gives it a try and bert is REALLY AWESOME WITH THE KID AND THE KID LOVES HIM and SUPER SUPPORTIVE WHEN IT COMES TO BRIAN, and he realizes brian will always have a huge place in gen's heart and ITS OKAY. AND MAYBE THEY WOULD GET A SON/DAUGHTER TOGETHER AND NAME IT UP AFTER BRIAN. AND GEN WOULD BE HAPPPYYYY AND SHE WOULD GO TO BRIAN'S GRAVE (which is full of julian/olivia's drawings) AND TELL HIM ABOUT BERT AND HOW MUCH SHE MISSES HIM, BUT SHE'S OKAY NOW, BERT IS KEEPING HER SANE, AND THEN MAYBE AT THE GRAVE OR IN A DREAM, BRIAN WOULD APPEAR IN FRONT OF HER AND TELL HER HE LOVES HER AND HE WOULD NEVER WANT HER TO BE LONELY IN LIFE AND THE KID NEEDS A DAD BECAUSE HE'S NOT THERE ANYMORE ALTHOUGH HE REALLY WISHES HE WERE. and so gen REALLY ALLOWS HERSELF TO BE HAPPY WITH BERT AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER UNTIL SHE GETS OLD WITH BERT AND DIES AND MEETS BRIAN AGAIN. the end~
i want this fic to HAPPEN SO BAD, UGH I WISH I COULD WRITE IT MYSELF BUT I'M A SHITTY WRITER. PLEAAAASE, ANY WRITER OUT THERE WANNA WRITE THIS?!?! if the writer for some stupid reason ABSOLUTELY DOES NOT APPROVE OF GEN/BERT, then it's okay for frank to take bert's place, and some other dude that is NOT RAY, BOB OR PETE to take frank's spot, MAYBE A DUDE VERSION OF ALICIA. BUT I WOULD PREFER GEN/BERT. BECAUSE THIS WORLD NEEDS MORE OF IT. AND HOW CAN YOU RESIST FRANK BEING A SUPER AWESOME GAY UNCLE?
THANK YOU AND SPREAD THE WORD!!!
left and right in the dark
preferably NC-17/R. should be AT LEAST 20k. previous/flashback always-a-girl!gerard(genevieve)/brian. gen/bert. frank/mikey kidfic.
gen would have been together with brian for a while, maybe about ten years. they would have been high school sweethearts, sex on prom night and everything. been together since they were 16. and they would have been married (being a giant comic dork, brian would have proposed to her with a rare issue of her favorite comic book, and given her a ring later). brian would be her favorite person in the whole wide world, and gen knew brian really wanted a kid so she quit her birth control pills and surprised him on his birthday. months later she gives birth to their son/daughter (THE KIDS NAME WILL BE JULIAN OR OLIVIA, depending on the gender of the kid the writer wants). brian is a SUPERCUTE DAD and loves his kid and wife sfm it's endearing. he loves when gen draws so he works lots to support their cute lil' family so that gen can spend lots of time with jules/olivia and draw/paint and someday get a gallery show/comic book out. gen loves him sfm and he is HER ONE TRUE LOVE and she cant wait to spend eternity with him. sadly BRIAN DIES. :'((((( in a car/motorbike crash and gen is DEVASTATED and barely holds on and that's all thanks to their lil' kiddo (about 3/4 years when brian passes) who looks so much like his/her daddy B. supporting a kid and herself is harder than she thought and she misses BRIAN SO MUCH IT HURTS AND LETS THEIR KID SLEEP IN THEIR BED AND SHE WONT EVEN WASH BRIANS OLD CLOTHES BECAUSE IT SMELLS LIKE HIM AND HIS SWEAT AND UGH. her BFFL/BROTHER-IN-LAW FRANK IS SUPER SUPPORTIVE. the fic would start AFTER brian's death and gen would work at a bar, doing all the shifts she can because she needs the money, and uncle frank and uncle mikey being super awesome and being babysitters a lot for their nephew/niece jules/olivia. PPL grope waitresses a lot and even if it hurts so fucking much to let ppl touch her BECAUSE NONE OF THEM ARE BRIAN AND SHE ONLY WANTS HIM, she lets them because then she gets lots of tips and maybe she can afford buying their kid a new toy. ABOUT A YEAR after her late hubby's death, bert mccracken comes in, straight from rehab. he always only buys coke (as in the soda). he watches as the ppl grope and touch gen and he thinks she's super hot and he wants to touch her too but he doesn't. because he's become a better person. but he always tips her extra and he can see she expects him to grope her as well BUT HE DOESNT. he comes in twice a week with a rehab friend JEPH to get coke (to prove to himself he can lay off the alcohol). one time the super awesome gay uncle frank comes with jules/olivia because gay uncle MIKEY IS SICK AND HE DOESNT WANT THEIR FAVORITE LITTLE PERSON TO GET SICK TOO, and gen has to leave early and take the kid home. then next time bert is there he asks gen why she does this when she HAS A KID and GETS TOLD TO LAY OFF HER BUSINESS. when the bar is gonna close bert hides in the bathroom and walks out on gen washing the tables and cleaning the place up and he is like, LET ME GET YOU A COFFEE. BUT SHE DOESNT WANT TO BECAUSE SHE CAN TAKE CARE OF HERSELF THANK YOU VERY MUCH. but after a few nights BERT CONVINCES HER, and gen realizes bert's not so bad, and they keep going out every now and then for coffee and BERT IS IN LOVE, REALLY SUPER IN LOVE WITH HER. gen tells him about brian after a little while, tells him about their life and how much of an AWESOME BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND/DADDY BRIAN WAS. and gen actually really likes bert BECAUSE HE'S SO UNDERSTANDING, AND SWEET AND FUNNY, but she's so torn because WHAT ABOUT BRIAN, SHE STILL MISSES HIM SO MUCH. but her awesome kid brother and his awesome boyfriend who is also her BFFL tells her BRIAN WOULD WANT HER TO BE HAPPY AND WOULD NOT WANT HER TO BE LIKE THIS. so she gives it a try and bert is REALLY AWESOME WITH THE KID AND THE KID LOVES HIM and SUPER SUPPORTIVE WHEN IT COMES TO BRIAN, and he realizes brian will always have a huge place in gen's heart and ITS OKAY. AND MAYBE THEY WOULD GET A SON/DAUGHTER TOGETHER AND NAME IT UP AFTER BRIAN. AND GEN WOULD BE HAPPPYYYY AND SHE WOULD GO TO BRIAN'S GRAVE (which is full of julian/olivia's drawings) AND TELL HIM ABOUT BERT AND HOW MUCH SHE MISSES HIM, BUT SHE'S OKAY NOW, BERT IS KEEPING HER SANE, AND THEN MAYBE AT THE GRAVE OR IN A DREAM, BRIAN WOULD APPEAR IN FRONT OF HER AND TELL HER HE LOVES HER AND HE WOULD NEVER WANT HER TO BE LONELY IN LIFE AND THE KID NEEDS A DAD BECAUSE HE'S NOT THERE ANYMORE ALTHOUGH HE REALLY WISHES HE WERE. and so gen REALLY ALLOWS HERSELF TO BE HAPPY WITH BERT AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER UNTIL SHE GETS OLD WITH BERT AND DIES AND MEETS BRIAN AGAIN. the end~
i want this fic to HAPPEN SO BAD, UGH I WISH I COULD WRITE IT MYSELF BUT I'M A SHITTY WRITER. PLEAAAASE, ANY WRITER OUT THERE WANNA WRITE THIS?!?! if the writer for some stupid reason ABSOLUTELY DOES NOT APPROVE OF GEN/BERT, then it's okay for frank to take bert's place, and some other dude that is NOT RAY, BOB OR PETE to take frank's spot, MAYBE A DUDE VERSION OF ALICIA. BUT I WOULD PREFER GEN/BERT. BECAUSE THIS WORLD NEEDS MORE OF IT. AND HOW CAN YOU RESIST FRANK BEING A SUPER AWESOME GAY UNCLE?
THANK YOU AND SPREAD THE WORD!!!